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[___brianalolz]

In the last couple of days I have given up on friends and family. My family literally drives me to the point of insanity, and nearly every friend has ditched me in an inconsiderate way. I'm just exhausted from it. I have been wondering what I'm doing wrong forever, and I finally have decided that it isn't me. It's all of you. I'm a good friend. I

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[__mouse]

well idk what everyone else's deal is but clearly i'm included as I'm not val-em-lauren-marcos...
I figured you realized bc you witnessed it that I'm spending more home/alone time bc of all the stuff catching up with me but I guess not. Bc I've been doing that plus spending most of my time with you my other friends feel the same, so between trying to make it up to them as well and be home enough to feel calmer I do realize I'm seeing you less, but since I was sure and now know I was wrong that you knew this was why I wanted to make sure you do. You know I love you and making good with my friends and trying not to get too loony would never ever change this!

[___brianalolz]

I think you're acting very strange, point blank. Do what you will, it's not up to me. I don't require all of anyone's time, but I also don't waste very much of my energy figuring out why people are being weird to me, especially with no reason or explanation.

[__mouse]

I seriously don't know what to say because I don't feel like shit's weird except for you feeling weird because I seem weird- know what I mean? I really don't feel differently about anything except spending more time home and shit and it sucks that you think I'm like..idk mad, or like...idk, because I don't quite know what you think I'm thinking.

[___brianalolz]

I think that going from hanging out with someone every day to not speaking to them at all for a week (if it doesn't involve a courtroom) is weird, regardless of what you're thinking or what you're going through. You're stressed out, not hospitalized. I never tried to make you feel silly for having a panic attack, I have helped many a friend through many a hard time, but I think I did everything I'm supposed to do in the situation. Clearly I have no issue visiting you in your home, but at this point it's a little awkward.

[lcookz]

Quit hating everyone and come up to Orlando Monday night and kiss me and come to Tutu Tango with me and mostly people you like.
Luv u 4evr.
I might do it Tuesday. Idk. I h8 planning these things.

[___brianalolz]

Alright, I'll try my best. I'm almost completely in hermit mode at this point so no promises but I want to be there.

[lcookz]

Monday night around 8 be there or forever live with the consequences.

[___brianalolz]

Alright. I got a bunch of moneyz today so I'm setting some aside for your special day. Don't think that means you're getting a present, though. If you don't want to go anywhere with me you don't get squat ; )