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that's been me my entire life, so i know what it feels like. it hurts a lot. the only thing i can tell you is not to push it too much. love is love, and sometimes you just have to accept that friendship love is all you're going to get. treasure that relationship the best you can because one day you may not even have that.
I hate that I'm as old as I am and I still haven't had sex yet. I'm scared I'll end up like the 40-year old virgin. Or that when it does happen, I will have no idea what I'm doing and the person may laugh at me.
obviously i think i know who you are, and you know what i have to say? i think it is so incredibly respectable that you havent had sex. yet, i feel like i may end up in a similar position if i dont do something soon. seriously though, there's no rush. do it for the right reasons.. maybe i should take my own advice. hope you find someone someday soon.
i 100% know what you mean because i'm going through the same thing. the one thing i've learned is that you have to do it for yourself. i know you can do it. keep working at it. good luck, and if i can help you out, cheer you on, whatever, let me know. ♥
When I first started working at my job with kids three years ago, I was put in charge of the nursery. The first baby I got was Meredith and I became attached to her so quickly. Once, when I was changing her diaper she dropped her stuffed animal so I turned and picked it up. I heard a thud and when I turned around she had fallen off the changing table three feet down onto the tile floor right on her head.
I completely freaked out, picked her up, and cried so hard. I held her so tight and I felt like the worst person ever. I never told anyone, not even her parents. Since then I've become a big friend of the family and I babysit for her and love her so much.
No one knows and I know she can't remember and it was an honest mistake, but I still think about it often. I still feel terrible about it. I can't believe I was so careless.
this made me cry.. that you cared so much about a child like that. what happened was an accident and you cannot fault yourself. obviously you learned from this accident and have grown to be more careful and to love more.. and i think that's amazing.
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I completely freaked out, picked her up, and cried so hard. I held her so tight and I felt like the worst person ever. I never told anyone, not even her parents. Since then I've become a big friend of the family and I babysit for her and love her so much.
No one knows and I know she can't remember and it was an honest mistake, but I still think about it often. I still feel terrible about it. I can't believe I was so careless.
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it is quite sad though..
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