always want what i cant have...i could go for "eh" but i want it all...

dumb dumb me always think their perfect...and they are adn thats why i cant get them..

I GIVE UP

IM HERE AS A FRIEND

NOTHING MORE...

hahah no ones gona get this sry lol

THIS ENTRY IS A TRIBUTE TO MY DOG TOPPER..I GOT TOPPER FOR MY THIRD BIRTHDAY FROM MY GRANDMA, WHEN SHE SNUK HIM ON THE PLANE..I USED TO DRESS HIM UP BCZ I THOUGHT HE WAS ANOTHER ONE FO MY DOLLS, I WOULD SWING HIM AROUND IN MY PLASTIC ROLLER...HIS SAVED MY LIFE ONCE IN THE POOL AND HIS BEEN THERE THROUGH EVERYTHING ( Read more... )

i could say some long ass entry that no one will b able to understand but instead i have another idea..im gona confess to all my mistakes..you still might never understand but its the onylt hign i cna do at this point ( Read more... )

are we all waiting for that kiss..that kiss that has now ords to explain but yet you talk as though you came before romeo adn juliete...love that connected two hearts with one kiss..i am only to cry with the bare thought of living a life of search for this so desired kiss..my eyes are empty and with the ones thy love..i must also tell that my heart ( Read more... )

friday is annual making out day....fuckers...so everyone grab someone...jump them ..no one cares.....yep..im cool adn dont ask how i know this..

im sick adn stuck in arizona....text my cella dn make me feel loved......

p.s im ready to b sweeped off my feet.....cough cough.....you kno who this is to

im single

im sorry...ive messed up more tan one perosn should and should be able to...its almost as though i watch myself mess up adn soemhow dont stay and tell my self to look at my surroundigs adn realze what ive done..my mind wont let me blame myself..and finally its all coming down..and i want to say what i feel and defend myself...but i know the other ( Read more... )

she comes home..on the days my owners have decided its ok...she comes to disapoint..i use my sarcasm to ignore the fact about how shes probably goin to b me when my hopes for something other thenwhats been starrin me right in the face, become a reality...other than my stubbornis.....bad habit come with the territory...i may do the same thing or say ( Read more... )