Its cozy in my house right now. usually big and empty feeling, today ( Read more... )

i am exhausted ( Read more... )

i have never been so lonely.
i have never been so strong.
i have never felt more hollow.

ugh.

"There are certain people you love who do something else; they define how you classify what love is supposed to feel like. These are the most important people in your life, and you'll meet maybe four or five of these people in a span of 80 years. But there's still one more tier to all this; there is always one person you love who becomes that ( Read more... )

Everything i write in here lately seems like a rant, or something angry i guess, so i feel like i should write something marginally uplifting for once ( Read more... )

dear heart,

you've fucked me over.

after an entire semester of fighting with my gwrit teacher i finially get not one but THREE nice emails this morning, telling me 1.) I need to consider a writing minor. 2.) She loved my stories and that i should enter them in some contest thing. 3.) After rewriting everything she has decided to give me and A on everything and an A in the course ( Read more... )

its gonna be so strange to leave ( Read more... )

so much has happened in one school year that i don't even know how to write about it,

or ever get over it, for that matter.

goodbye freshman year.

if you would only listen.