that is all.

I don't know why this feeling never goes away. It's just just whenever I think about her I just imagine that one night when I was balled up on alex's living room floor and couldn't stop crying. i don't know if that pit in my stomach will ever go away.

I think it's really weird how for some people being on good terms means completely trying to disconnect themselves from another's life? I mean the internet is dumb, but that is exactly why I think it's odd that there are things on there that upset you to the point that possibly even seeing my name pop up on you newsfeed is horrible. I don't really ( Read more... )

I don't really understand many other people's love besides my own. I don't get how people can be in love with someone but not want to be together. I guess there are contributing factors to such decisions but I cannot imagine anything but being with the person that I love ( Read more... )

Aaaaah my first year of college is over. A year ago I would never expect my life to be like it is right now, but I make the best of everyday and am actually really happy. This semester ended a lot like how it began. I like good feelings and summer will be full of them. I have no idea what will happen or where I will next year at this time but life' ( Read more... )

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Things lately have been really good. I feel pretty on top of school and have been sleeping a lot better too. I just generally feel healthier. I have improved my diet a lot and have been frequenting the gym. Mark & I have been hanging out with Lindsay and Jason (and Dan & Rob!) SO much. It rules because we have so much fun and it's nice to get so ( Read more... )

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