people really arn't what they appear
first impressions, and all
as i washed my face tonight,
i felt as though my soul mate was washing his face too
wearing my wardrobe, listening to my music
in years to come - we would talk about what we both
used to do when we were twenty one
laughing at how silly we were,
i wonder where he is right now, i wonder what he' ( Read more... )

inner strength,

i feel like a sparrow,
fighting a lion's war

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the things i thought were important two weeks ago are no longer important to me,

what is important right now is getting something warm for my throat, i can feel a cold coming on. i was supposed to meet someone for a date at a coffee house on new street above waterstone's bookstore, but i was sadly stud up. he never answered his phone, or even ( Read more... )

i made a wish on a shining star
i wished i would forget about you,
i tried to blow it out
it stayed exactly where it was
just like my love for your pretty eyes,,

i had some terrible news the other day, i found out that my dad has cancer in one of his kidneys, but i am trying to be very optimistic about it all, as the other kidney is alright, and a person can live with just the one.

its just that my dad is old, and fragile, and he never complains about all his aches and pains. also its the fact that he's my  ( Read more... )

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the eleventh of october
i turn twenty one today,
having a small get together at my place, i invited a select few, but
word has spread, and now i am the toast of the town, haha
i like getting older, its like a double edged sword
i am happy in my life, and i know i make my days count
'if only' together are the two worst words in the dictionary
let me never ( Read more... )

i am the sole
survivor of this
lonely battle
with myself,