A survey! GASP
(1) Your gender: Female. But you know what? If you replace the first e with an a you get gander. I never noticed that before. Seriously.
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Umm... Roger.
(3) Single?: Mostly. But that's only because everyone wants me so much that it wouldn't be fair to only let one person have me.
(4) Want to be?: Not really. I wish they'd stop fighting and take month-long turns instead.
(5) Your birth day: August 21
(6) Age you act: 16 maybe? 17. Older than my age.
(7) Age you wish you were: I really don't care much.
(8) Your height: 5'2"
(9) The color of your eyes: Hazel
(10) Happy with it?: Yes. They are teh secks.
(11) The color of your hair: Brown
(12) Happy with it? Yeah
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: A little ambi. But left isn't so good writing-wise anymore due to non-practiceness.
(14) Your living arrangement?: In a house with my mommy, daddy, and great great aunt (who seems to be immortal).
(27) Your family: Are all related to me somehow.
(29) What's your job: High school freshman, maybe soon a sort of housesitter, musician in a way (I don't get paid though, do I? I need to talk to people about that).
(30) Piercings?: None.
(31) Tattoos?: None.
(32) Obsessions?: My obsessions are equal to or greater than 15. YAAAY for random math.
(35) Do you speak another language?: Not too much. A tiny bit of Spanish (which will be increased a great deal after I take Spanish I).
(36) Have a favorite quote?: At this exact moment, I say it is "Well well well well well well well well well well well how very nice."
(37) Do you have a web page?: Somewhere I'm sure I have a few. But I leave them unattended you see. And like little monkeys they scurry away. So no clue what exists where right now.
(38) Do you live in the moment?: When taken literally, that makes no sense.
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes. Definatly.
(40) Do you have any secrets? I have a few pretty important secrets. Okay I have one really important secret. Actually I have one lousy one. No. I have no secrets.
(41) Do you hate yourself?: Never hate. I don't think I even dislike anymore. I always love me. I just hate things I do or stuff that happens to me. But not me.
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: Mhmm. Teh pretty.
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: I touch my lips a lot in class. It probably makes all my teachers think I am trying to seduce them.
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? Smart. But they say it in such a mean voice that I want to hurt them badly.
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? It would be called what I call everything: General Meade's Guide To Romance & Buffets in the Metropolitan Area.
(46) What's your biggest fear?: Hmm... dunno. I'm really freaked out by pointy objects. Knives. Bees. Because bees ARE pointy you know in some places.
(47) Can you sing?: Probably not, but it doesn't stop me.
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No one except Oscar Wilde. And that's not to look cool, but rather to look different and campy to the max.
(49) Are you a loner?: Sometimes. Rarely though.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Hell yes. But I'd also be intimidated.
(52) Are you a daredevil?: Nope.
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Lemme tell you a story. One time we were visiting my grandma at the nursing home place (we're not mean people; she wanted to go there!) while she was still alive (well... duh) and I was petting my hair. I forgot that I was doing that and felt something on me and flinched. And then my parents asked me what was wrong and I said I scared myself with my own hand. So to answer the question, yes. My hand. I am scared of my hand.
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: If I know people and they are the same age or younger, I am very very aggressive. If I don't know people or if they are older, I am very very passive.
(55) Have you got a car?: No.
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: My strength would probably be that I am able to talk my way out of almost any situation. Weakness? That I can't do it with my parents.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself? What would it be you mean? Probably my weight. Curves are nice and all, but it would be great to be able to wear a bathing suit and not be all nervous about my flab.
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: Please tell me this is a metaphor or something. Because it's a little weird. I will pick creativity because it matters more and can make more of a difference in the world.
(59) How do you vent?: Write really crappy poetry, rant on LiveJournal or to friends.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: *cries uncontrollably* Yes. Definatly.
(61) Do you think life has been good so far?: It's been okay. I guess.
(62) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: So far? Umm... campy people automatically win at life and the internet.
(63) What do you like the most about your body?: I like my calves and my forearms and my face and everything that's on it.
(65)Do you think you are good looking?: I think I am damn cute. And very pretty too.
(67) Are you confident?: Depends on what I need to be confident about. If I'm not, I fake it. Well.
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: Hm. I don't know. I'd like to say Atticus Finch because he's teh secks. But since that's not really true, I'd have to say my August Lowell because I made him and he's like me in so many ways. Especially the lip touching thing.
(69) Do people know how you feel? I don't know. What am I feeling right now? Don't cheat and look at the mood thingie!
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? Definatly. And that's one of the few things that keep my life from being grand.
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: No. But (even though it's gotta be unhealthy and Brian May will hate me), I love the smell of smoke. Pipe, cig, or cigar. I just like it.
(72) Drink?: Only when there's a reason to. Like a holiday. I don't just sit around and drink shotglasses of Smirnoff like SOME people I know.
(73) Read the newspaper?: Certain parts sometimes.
(74) Pray?: Not really.
(75) Go to church?: No. Have been a few times, hate it hate it hate it. Christianity is SO not my religion.
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: Sure. Why not?
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: Not anymore. I made myself give them up a few years ago. But I still try to cuddle my blankets or my pillow or my cat or myself or just SOMETHING to hold on to.
(78) Take walks in the rain?: Only when necessary. Like walking to the bus after school.
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yes. And I am very polite. Although I can't think of anyone I hate.
(80) Drive?: Nope.
(81) Like to drive fast?: If I could drive, I'd still say no.
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: Sure?
(83) Hurt yourself?: Not on purpose.
(84) Been out of the country?: Yes.
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? I can't think of anything. Oh wait. Chocolate milk and orange juice once.
(86) Burped?: Duh.
(87) Been unfaithful?: No.
(88) Been in love?: Yes.
(89) Done drugs?: No.
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: No. And I don't want to.
(92) Had a surgery?: No. And I don't want to.
(93) Ran away from home?: No. Thought about it lots though.
(94) Played strip poker: No.
(95) Gotten beaten up?: No.
(97) Been picked on?: Sorta.
(98) Been on stage?: Yes.
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning?: No. But apparently you have.
(100) Slept outdoors?: Yeah. But it's rather icky.
(101) Thought about suicide?: Yes. I thought about it a lot for a while at one point.
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: Not to study if that's what you mean. But I have stayed up all night.
(103) If yes, what is your record?: Till 8 am I guess for Megathon. Although I was sorta in and out of it for a while, mumbling about the cotton gin. So maybe take 7 am, for the 1-2 Step Marathon.
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: Nope.
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: I was drifting in and out on a beanbag chair with Dalton at said Megathon, if that counts.
(107) Slept all day?: Not all day.
(108) Killed someone?: No. And if I did, would I seriously confess it here?
(109) Made out with a stranger?: No.
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: No.
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: Yes. I heard voices for a few days, but I rather enjoyed them and I don't think I was losing my sanity completely.
(112) Kissed the same sex?: Not romantically and not people that aren't related to me/friends of the family/etc.
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Not really, no.
(114) Been betrayed?: I guess.
(115) Had a dream that came true?: None specific I can think of, but I know there's been some.
(116) Broken the law?: Silly laws. I've jaywalked.
(117) Met a famous person?: Yes. I met Cal Ripken's wife once. And I met another guy affiliated with baseball somehow. And the local newswoman in Baltimore. And a few others.
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: No.
(146) Stolen anything?: No.
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: No. But my name was said on the radio.
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: No.
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: I'm more prone to panic attacks than breakdowns.
(150) Considered religious vocation?: No. I've never been sure enough about any religion.
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: What sexual performance?
(152) Bungee jumped?: No. Wouldn't mind trying. Don't care much either way.
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: Not completely.
CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: I like KangaRoos quite a lot. I brought them back in style around this area, seriously. Umm... I also like fake!Converse.
(155) Brand of clothing?: Old Navy.
(156) Cologne/perfume?: Cherry Blossom perfume stuff from Bath & Body Works.
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: Well if I were going to school at the moment, it would most likely be... jeans and a top of some sort.
(159) Wear hats?: I would love to. I look very adorable in them. But school dress code doesn't allow them so I don't bother.
(161) Wear make-up?: Sometimes when I have extra time or something.
(162) Favorite place to shop?: King of Prussia Mall
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: Hm. I LOVE my green Cool As A Cucumber t-shirt.
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: YES. Would save a lot of time in the mornings.
BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: Sure. But I'm not saying it's intelligent. Probably some little microorganisms or something somewhere.
(167) Miracles?: I don't believe that there is such thing really. If it happens, it's obviously able to happen. Which doesn't make it miraculous anymore, does it?
(168) Astrology?: Not really, but I check my horoscope occassionally anyway.
(169) Magic?: No.
(170) God?: Yes.
(171) Satan?: No.
(172) Santa?: No.
(173) Ghosts?: Yes.
(174) Luck?: See Miracles. It's basically the same type of thing in my mind.
(175) Love at first sight?: I don't think so.
(176) Yin and Yang?: I always thought it was Ying. I'm stupid.
(177) Witches?: No.
(178) Easter bunny?: No.
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: To whom? God? Probably. People? No.
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: No...
(181) Do you wish on stars?: Not unless I'm feeling really silly while riding in the car at night.
LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: Truthfully, I haven't been reading the section titles.
(183) Do you remember your first love?: Yes.
(184) Still love him/her?: In a way I suppose.
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: Sometimes. I'm not even sure if I believe in love anymore.
(186) What do you find romantic?: Rain, snow, spontaneousness, other stuff I guess.
(187) Turn-on?: Somewhat arrogant. Lets me be in charge when I want to be but takes care of stuff when I don't feel like it. Pretty hands. Pretty lips. Matching hair and eyes. Certain speech patterns and accents. Traits/attributes reminding me of something. Curly hair or really glam long hair (think Roger Taylor).
(188) Turn-off?: Unsureness, unspontaneousness. Just stuff.
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: Not usually.
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: Surprised and confused.
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: Knowing someone.
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: I never thought of it as socially unacceptable before.
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Yes. Because they become attractive. To quote my good Steve Martin character friend, CD Bales: "Isn't it amazing how when you start liking someone you can think of them as attractive?" Think '70s Freddie Mercury. No one goes "OMG he's soooo hawt" at first, but after a while you think "he's such a gorgeous man."
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Probably not. A lot of my same sex friends say I am, but I don't know if they mean it.
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: That they are opposite.
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: That they are opposite.
(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: I don't know. I don't remember.
(208) Are you in love?: No.
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: I didn't know I had a significat other, much less an attractive one.
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot girl/guy standing on the sidewalk?: Wonder why they were just standing in the middle of the sidewalk doing nothing. And then I'd keep walking.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: I wasn't aware I was ever haunted. If you mean this metaphorically, then I suppose either... I can't tell here. What if they find it? Meh. Screw it. Steenstra or O'Brien.
(212) You wanted to kill?: I've never wanted to actually kill anyone.
(213) That you laughed at?: I laughed at Sarah whilst talking to her online.
(214) That laughed at you?: I don't know. Probably one of my parents.
(215) That turned you on?: Eli. Or maybe Sarah as Julian. Because damn, that sex scene was getting quite hot for a while.
(216) You went shopping with?: I think Natalie. We walked around Gettysburg and I bought a bracelet, so that counts as shopping.
(217) That broke your heart?: I don't think it has ever been broken.
(218) To disappoint you?: Steenstra.
(219) To ask you out?: Johnathan. But then Will was a few days before that.
(220) To make you cry?: One of my parents again probably.
(221) To brighten up your day?: Angie.
(222) That you thought about?: Well I just thought about Angie now.
(223) You saw a movie with? Natalie and Kathleen.
(224) You talked to on the phone?: I think Brittany.
(225) You talked to through IM?: Last person? Zach.
(226) You saw?: Aunt Flo.
(227) You lost?: People are a little hard to lose. They are kind of big you know.
(229) You thought was completely insane?: Julian Howard. Seriously? I have no clue.
(230) You wanted to be?: Greta Garbo or Ingrid Bergman I think.
(231) You told off?: That sounds really street. Told off. Heh. I argued with my dad earlier, if that's what you mean.
(232) You trusted?: Hmm... Kathleen I think was the last person I trusted with something.
(233) You turned down?: Will.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: Today!
(235) Laughed?: Today!
(236) Cried?: Dunno. Haven't really cried in a while.
(237) Bought something?: A long time ago when I bought all my books and my Regina and BJ CD at the mall.
(239) Were sarcastic?: Probably earlier today.
(240) Hugged someone?: At about 4:30 when my mom came home.
(241) Talked to an ex?: A few days ago I guess.
(242) Watched your fave movie?: I don't have an exact favorite. But I just watched A Fish Called Wanda the other day and that's now on my favorites list.
(243) Had a nightmare?: Can't remember having one in a really long time.
(245) Talked on the phone?: At about 4 when my mom called to say she was on her way home.
(246) Listened to the radio?: Yesterday.
(247) Watched TV?: Today.
(248) Went out?: Like actually stepping foot outside the house, yesterday. Going out and doing something with friends, Tuesday.
(249) Helped someone? I helped my dad cook dinner a couple hours ago.
(250) Were mean?: Earlier with my parents.
(251) Sang?: Earlier while watching Monty Python. For some reason, I was singing "Scarlet Tide" while watching the Ministry of Silly Walks Sketch.
(252) Saw a movie in a theater? Tuesday.
(253) Said "I love you"? Last night to my parents before I went to bed.
(255) Fought with a family member?: Today.
(256) Fought with a friend?: Yesterday. A few of them.
(257) Had a serious conversation?: Last night. But I'm never really fully serious.
(258) Got drunk?: Never.
First best friend: Caetlyn
First date: Never been on a technical date.
First real kiss: Never had a real kiss either.
First break-up: Heh. Umm... daycare. I was five and he was four and it was just too much of an age difference.
First screen name: pandababy4077
First self purchased album: I think it was probably... Now 2. Remember that? When there were only TWO Nows?
First funeral: My first viewing was Miss Mack (neighbor, not strings teacher) when I was like three. But my first actual funeral was most likely Ugly Uncle Dave's. No wait, that guy that I didn't know that was related to me somehow cousin-wise by marriage. Yeah. Him.
First pets: Peppy the cat, Spot and Sunset the fish, and Silvester the plant. And Droopy the dog, who we had to give away. And Dexter the cat whom we also had to give away.
First piercings/tattoos: None.
First true love: True love isn't a concept I fully believe in right now. But that I felt something real for? I guess Johnathan.
First enemy: Some of the kids at daycare probably.
LASTS
Last cigarette: Never.
Last car ride: Yesterday.
Last kiss: Like romantic/passionate? Never.
Last good cry: A few months ago I suppose.
Last movie seen: A Fish Called Wanda.
Last food consumed: Egg noodles with ground beef and gravy. And corn. Meh.
Last crush: Crush? I can't put that here. I will be yelled at and shunned by all.
Last phone call: For me? I guess Brittany the other day.
Last time showered: Eeww... I don't want to think about this. Actually, wait. Thursday night. Not terribly disgusting.
Last shoes worn: My black Old Navy flipflops.
Last CD played: Well, the orange Steely Dan CD is in my CD player, so I'm assuming that.
Last item bought: I have no clue. I myself have probably not paid for anything since... I have no clue.
Last annoyance: My parents.
Last disappointment: Hmm... that my downloads of Symphonie Fantastique were taking so freaking long that the one timed out.
Last time wanting to die: Probably during the summer after 7th grade.
Last time scolded: A few hours ago.
Last shirt worn: I'm wearing a Mudd Jeans pajama shirt thing. That count? Otherwise it was my black shirt with the white polkadots.
Last song you sang: I was trying to sing something earlier. What was it? Oh yeah... I was apparently making a remix of "Lily of the Valley" and "Nevermore" in my brain, as I was singing lyrics from both of them at the same time.