i am back home for good. i really dont know how i feel about being here. i think i want to move to san diego. ha. not really. but jonnie lives there & i miss him. we spent all afternoon together yesterday. he bought me breakfast at ihop [my favorite] and drove around. finally. we hit the mall to walk around & but him something. the whole time i was ( Read more... )

take the 1st two sentences from the first post in each month for 2004:

this lj is new. so this one only starts at april, so. im gonna use my old lj entries from ciao_ragazza &&&& im doing 2004 because this one doesnt have 2005 entries really.

Jan: I have decided that i am ready for the new year. i am ready to take on any obsticle.

Feb: [i had to ( Read more... )

a great night spent with a great boy. [plus some friends] jack in the box. [as always. 4 tacos]drove around forever in the hills. followed jonnie in the car while he skated. [he fell. :( ] back to school. he played one of my favorite bright eyes songs. it has good everything. he sang.-he dropped me off right in front of my room. got outa the car. ( Read more... )

these days are just long. & full of nothing. then all of a sudden tonight i have like twenty thousand things i want to do. i was invited to a midnight movie at the cheap seats witha couple of cool people. this guy nick l. [four eyes.] & i guess some other folks. & then i was invited to a dinner party with my M199ers. & i was also asked if i wanted ( Read more... )

( there )

i love my jew.

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pretty much im a bit sad.
i like jonathan edward alot.
he is so stupid but i like him so much.
(hah. ok he just behind me. he didnt see tho ( Read more... )

ha. whata loser face.

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yeah. week n a half till i head on home. brendas show is coming up. i hope you are all going. im sure you all know how amazing her music is. & im not sayin that because she is my best friend & i have to say that, im saying it because i really beleive that it is. she is talented. its true. i hope you all can make it. she needs to sell a certain ( Read more... )

no im not bitter no its just...i passed that point in my life.