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[___emofag]

I miss Xazier so fucking much. Every day I pick up my phone to text him, or come home expecting him to ring at 5 like he used to. I'm going through so much shit at the moment because of him, and I'm so fucking angry. At myself and him. He always told me that he loved me more than anyone, and that he'd never leave me alone. He always promised he'd

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[staroforion]

Abbie, it was NOT your fault. This is something you will have to understand. It's hard, and I know I can't say 'Oh I relate' and what have you, because obviously I haven't lost anyone that I was as close to as you were to Xaz. You can't dictate what someone else is or was feeling, so you can't be to blame.

Remember I'm only a phonecall away <3

[carlie_h]

I'd like to post a big comment, full of stuff that makes you feel better but I really don't know what to say (for once heh)

All I can say is I hope things get abit better soon, and I'm on MSN and you've got my number and stuff. <3 xx

[fairyofice]

Abbie, at some point, everyone regrets not doing/saying something to someone after they're gone. Don't blame yourself. You love him, and that's as much as you can do. Hope you're okay. x