thank you

Nov 18, 2007 19:26


I hate you so much right now that I'm considering not talking to you for awhile. You have no idea how upset I am, or maybe you do, you just like rubbing it in. I've already been on the verge of suicide and for some stupid reason, this just made it 10x worse.

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j3nn3ll November 19 2007, 03:52:06 UTC
To quote your heros;

"Your days you say they’re way too long
And your nights you can’t sleep at all (hold on)
And you’re not sure what you’re looking for
But you don’t want to no more
And you’re not sure what you’re waiting for but you don’t want to no more

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know"

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___fkkt___ November 19 2007, 23:14:17 UTC
ahahahhhahahhha
i think i just peed a little

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_____yess November 19 2007, 21:41:29 UTC
is this about me?

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___fkkt___ November 19 2007, 23:16:31 UTC
yeah, but what does it matter?
you're just gonna get mad at me for having feelings right?
and for getting upset over something so stupid?
you know, i do feel really stupid for this and it's not something i can really talk to you about without feeling like a stupid bitch.
so, maybe, i won't

i'm sorry

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_____yess November 21 2007, 22:07:37 UTC
you know i don't get mad at you for feeling like this.
I TELL YOU EVERY TIME THAT I AM NOT MAD
every time you feel this way
every time i try and talk to you, you will not talk
you just asume i will get mad
but i asure you i'm not going to, you don't believe me
so you feel this way
you think you're left in the dark?
try having your best friend want to kill her self because of you
and she won't tell you why
do you ever wonder how i feel about this?
you think i have it good?
look around, i'm no where near good.

i love you

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___fkkt___ November 22 2007, 03:18:51 UTC
i only wish i were you, all the time.
i mean, you have no idea how i felt that night after i read the stuff in your livejournal, but i'm sure you felt somewhat the same reading mine. i got so upset, i did stupid things, but i don't regret them, you know? you know me, i end up liking it.
we really have to talk though!
we have to hang out and talk about things.
nothing bad, just stuff.
we never get to hang out alone anymore and it's going to need to happen on friday! :D

i love you, too!

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