I've been working alot lately.

I'm kinda stressed out.

my mother thinks im a whore.

1. Im in love and its totally great.
Every second of the day makes me want to vomit with love!

2.I got asked to prom by two people yesterday.
ME + PROM = ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING?GO KILL YOURSELF!I'd only go to prom if i could dress up like a zombie.and if i was payed obscene amounts of money ( Read more... )

I have a man, who consoles me.
He comforts me when im shrouded in doubt.
He kisses my lips and holds me close.
He makes me feel like i'll be alright.
He has the most beautiful eyes i've ever seen.
Everything is falling right into place.

Everything is perfect now.

Being manic depressive is very comforting.
I even stopped all medication, so that i could fully indulge in all of its pleasures.
I love pain.
I love being down.
I like it when im hurting.
I love feeling like everything isnt going to be alright.

on another note:

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I think i'm going to get a new boyfriend.

because the one i have right now makes me feel like shit.

i think im going to get a new journal.

its spring break in two minutes.

I've made you so happy and so sad.

...But which should I be more sorry for?

The cure for pain is in the pain.
so it's there that you'll find me.
Until again I forget.
and again he reminds me.