I really should stop hoping for things that I know are never going to happen.

So today I cleaned my house for six hours. And it still looks the same to me, just smells a little better. I think I fucked up my smeller and taster though, because my Frosted Flakes didn't taste like anything. Oh well though. I think today I did more than I've done since March.... crazy. I'm too lazy ( Read more... )

If you're my friend on myspace, go read my cool Greg story. Fucking prick face ruined my DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After you do,

Should a really be a bitch to him or not?

Opinions?

so the fair horse show that wasn't at the fair grounds went pretty good. my horse is so good, he's fast. and is sane enough to be a pleasure horse as well. but ya, we got ( Read more... )

I think being in love should last forever.

I'm feeling very lonely.... this kind of sucks. And I'm also dissapointed with myself. And with what's been going on. I swore up and down that I would never let this shit happen. But look what's happening. I am a fucking retard ( Read more... )

I dyed my hair. And it is WAY too dark I think.

Today started out badly, got a little worse before lunch, and ended pretty good with some cuddling and a movie. Something I haven't had in a while. Didn't ride Shooter, gave him the day off cause he's been pretending like he's tired. Gave him some grass though, and put some ointment crap on his nice big abcess on his stomache. Hung out with Morgan ( Read more... )

First show of the season. Overall place in the 17 and under division, 3rd. Out of 12. I don't think that's too bad.

dissapointed again.