I feel like I'm heading toward dead ends in every direction.
I fucking hate this.
Commence the drowning feeling.
And repeat the 'I don't know what to do with myself' feeling.
Fuck this.

and you'll choke on those words, no one can swallow that much pride ( Read more... )

It's like I'm in fucking high school all over again.

People need to grow up.

I regret not packing up my shit and just moving to Boston to live with Megan.

It's awesome having pretty much your whole life fall apart in a matter of months.
And it's funny who you come to trust, only to find out they're no better.

I'm starting to think it's possible to just go numb when it comes to things that used to make me sad.
I think I've just dealt with so much crap for so long and that I'm so sick of feeling terrible that I'm beginning to block out the bad things and I'm just trying to hold onto the good things for as long as I can.

It's funny that I get called a liar and accused of things but then everyone else just sits around and talks shit and half of it's not true or just things they've heard or they deny that they did or did not do/say some things. Half of it's straight up hypocrisy ( Read more... )

It's ridiculous how every aspect of my life is scrutinized and then turned into some form of a rumor. Half of them are so pathetic that they are becoming funny ( Read more... )

Things have been remarkably more peaceful the past few days, well minus one event ( Read more... )

Summer 2007 was fucked. I'm not sad to bid it farewell ( Read more... )