the curve of her
spine becomes apparent
as the skin melts
away, and reveals bones
no one knew existed

the shoulders refuse
existence because
the girl refuses
food, politely and without
emotion

the smaller the
wrists the less
satisfied she seems
so her waist wastes
away and her skin holds on

she is brave because
she is afraid

lately i've been sad for no reason. no matter what i have, i always want more. i should be happier.

some days are just so good.

every time i come home my room looks a little emptier

or, i could have control but i don't

my friendships all have expiration dates and i feel like i have control over nothing

i'm torn between nostalgia and optimism ( Read more... )

This bread is my body ( Read more... )

damnit i just spent all my money on fucking alcohol and food!!!!! i hate when i do this shit!

i'm learning to stop expecting that anything will ever turn out the way i think it's going to