ok well I am making 2 seperate posts at the same time, because my grades don't deal with this.
so anyways..I found a girl that i really like...and I don't think it's good that I do, and it will conflict with everything i love...why does love have to be so fucking difficult to find..

I'm so fucked...I got 2 D's...and I shouldn't have. I didn't expect physics to take any thought, and i completely don't understand this. And in Algebra 2, (mind you i totally understand) i have a D....What the fuck is my problem, I'm such a failure. My mom is going to kill me when she see's the report card...I'll probally lose my computer in my ( Read more... )

omg that's so hot...spongebob can fuck me all night as long as i can drink his lactate milk :)

*note, my background is white, so highlight the quiz to see everything*

Tim I never knew you were the love of my life!, but sam was the best sex...obviously. I dream of bryan and he breaks me heart? asshole! sam, you like that shit? me too. :P Sarah, I guess you're a good kisser and cuddler? I don't know sadly :P

band practice this morning...shitty...alot of people have been asking me what my livejournal name means, maybe if you people ever studdied for vocab tests, or even had a recognition of the site dictionary.com you would know. Why are people so helpless. Can they not do anything on their own? And Lindsay Legault just asked me "where is the band going ( Read more... )

I really need a girlfriend. I see all these people happily walking to classes, and hanging out, and they are holding hands with someone they care for. Does anyone know how long it's been since i've actually been with someone I truly care for? I hate it. I'm so fucking sick of this. I need someone, I'm starting to get depressed again, and my mom is ( Read more... )

just kill me now and save me the pain

So right now at this exact second...I'm talking to a beautiful girl...well trying...and she's not talking back too much....I hate feeling left out. People just exclude me and act like I have no feelings. I'm such a piece of shit...

Watch her as she wipes her eyes...

I hate not having a love.

~The end

New livejournal...my other one was being straight and only letting post up to 20 characters...dunno why...but here we go...

School kinda sucks balls..I talked to a beautiful girl that I havn't talk to in forever..I was pretty happy about that..too bad she's still taken..ohwell time will come..hopefully.

I'll leave the door open wide.