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[___jay_to_da_bp]

i honestly think im bipolar sometimes, or maybe i just think too much about things. I think i over analyze alot of things i do because im afraid of the outcome. The past few weeks of secretly calling you and seeing you at my work were wondeful and they really got me through a rough patch i was and still am going through. But i cant keep this up, i

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[prostheticbass]

when you coming home kid? we fucking miss you? plus, it has been a long while since I've had someone to makeout with. haha. <3

[hottpeepeebeef]

wtf

[___jay_to_da_bp]

shawn i'll be home soon, ash dont freak so much.

[hottpeepeebeef]

dont worry, im not hurt, not even a little. I had nothing invested in this so its fine. I didnt really know it was that big of a deal that you called me every once in a while, but since it is to you, its fine with me that you dont. its all just so complicated, and if it wasnt, maybe we'd both feel different, who knows. we wont though, and its cool. I'm doing just fine. I hope you are too schnookums, maybe sometime in the future we can at least be friends. good luck with shit.

-ps, its really funny how you had zach tell this weird backwards hair guy bryan to stay away from me, dork

love, ash

[callthesurgeon_]

that took some balls to say james
i dont think you're bipolar at all
you just have some issues and you think about them to much
hope things go good with you two