i'm home.

there is a huge part of me that envy's the life you are living.....

we're going to hawaii =]

its been good....is been really good. i'm enjoying every second, and engraving every single memory into my brain, eveery sweet smile, the feel of every touch...every kiss...i will not forget it next time. i'm trying to not take things for granted...to not sweat the small stuff. as hard as things are, and as much as i wish i was in a salon working ( Read more... )

i feel like im going to barf....bleh

so i will be home next week! i'm excited but i'm sad to leave andy, even though i'll still be able to see him a couple times, i need to try and start getting used to him not being around since he is going ot be gone a lot til january when he leaves for the long out to sea trip...blah, i'm just gald i have family to keep me through all this. plus i' ( Read more... )

i'm VERY ready to get back to my bee. i freakin miss him so bad its killing me! and i'm extremely burnt out. poor little afton has been sick all week and needs every ounce of my attention. playing the roll of mom really is insanely exhausting. its been good tho all in all.

i'm already so tired and it's only sunday, ha. i'm going to be a zombie by saturday. it is amazing how busy these kids are. i mean literally once they get out of school i'm pretty much in the car til 8. its nuts. i miss andy so much already..its ridiculous. i got paid exceptionally well, so i really never can complain. this week will be busy but ( Read more... )

going home tomorrow! tho its not going to be a fin hang out trip. i'm going ot be babysitting the whole time for the fellers. but it will be good to see my family a lot tho, and get my hair done :] i'm going to miss andy so freakin bad tho....anyway pizza is here ( Read more... )

I can feel myself already start to worry and freak out, crap..its impossible to not think about it, because in all reality its not that far away..i have a feeling its going to be harder this time around, in fact we both decided it will be. blah...lame lame lame