i can feel the knot in my throat. my heart is pounding i swear i can hear it. my neck is really hot, and my eyes are watery. i thought that it would stay easy the whole time. it was a piece of cake, and now is when it's getting to be so hard, almost unbareable for me. have you ever felt like your heart was shattering? not because of heart ache, but ( Read more... )

i understand your concern, i really do..in fact we both share the same one. but i have done a lot of thinking, and i have felt good and conitune to. i feel calm about it. i know i will be taken care of, or at least thats what i believe. i also feel like i have a good head on my shoulders, and i would back out at any point in time if i didnt feel ( Read more... )

that was amazing.

and today....

WE SHALL CRUISE!!!!!!

let the games begin!!!

see you sunday mama, we are going tear it up. hahaha

<3

i will be home a total of 9 days next month..haha thats SUHWEEEEET

things are good, super busy tho.

june 30-july 5=PARK CITY
july 7-15=CRUISE
july 21-28=BEACH

then end of august my bee comes home!!!!

i'm really freakin bothered and upset....

and it is not ok.

I AM OVER THIS.

hey guess what, THINGS CHANGE. that is life. you learn and grow, from every experience and every choice you make. i need to stop rushing, i need to stop taking these big huge leaps and just stick to baby steaps, becuase either way i'll get where i'm going. i think its time to take a break from living in the fast lane. i need to love life, and enjoy ( Read more... )