why is it one minute im extreamly happy, and the next im kinda sad.

i dont get it. am i the only person that this happens to?

my heart feels like it has been ripped out and torn apart. if only things could have ended differently, i wish. but thats the thing, wishing and saying if only is setting yourself up for disaster because it never works out in the end. those hypnotizing eyes and the smoothness of your skin is now only a memory ( Read more... )

my boyfriend is amazing.
i couldnt ask for anything better
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Wow, so its been quite awhile since i last wrote in here. as of now im going to mcc, no job, and well lifes kinda confusing. Me and omar are talking alot again. ill never stop loving that boy. met alot of cool people over the summer. warped tours, chicago. road trips, shows. it was a blast. now im ready to buckle down and stay focused with school ( Read more... )

IM 18 TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:]

OH AND my grad party is this saturday. let me know if you want to come. its 7- whenever

Starting today, things in my life are going to change. what i do, who i see and how i spend my time this summer.

so i came to the conclusion that no matter what i do, or the people i meet, shit is going to be said, and people are going to be constantly fighting with each other. and i cant stand it anymore. i just want to move to chicago, and start fresh. i mean i know similar things will happen as they do here, but at least ill get to meet people who have no ( Read more... )

So ive been out of school for over a week and i love it. i graduate tomorrow. i work at the swirly top by my house. ive met so many awesome people lately. and im thinking about doing something kinda crazy at the end of this month but im not sure yet. when i find out for sure ill let you all know. alright well have a good day.

aslkdflasj im so confused

its been awhile. nothing much has been going on. working alot. seeing friends once in awhile. cosio moved in with me a few days ago. its sweet. uhm tomorrow is joshs bday bonfire. hes a sweetheart. im glad to be such good friends with him. uhm right now matty j and craig are coming over. should be a fun night. alright well that was my quick update ( Read more... )