Your vision's been blessed if I'm still fully dressed.
But before you leave me, here's one last request.
Well no I don't care, no I don't mind,
If you don't hear a word from this broke heart of mine.
But can I borrow your face just to unload my mind?
Borrow your face just to unload my mind?

Well now I know I'm pathetic, I'm the sage of absurd.But ( Read more... )

I'm forced to consider how much I even have left to throw away. Is there anything left to fuck up? I am beginning to seriously doubt it. Everything has to end sometime ( Read more... )

I'm sitting at Leah's and I just rediscovered the Tao book. I can't believe I forgot it was here and how profound it was. I think I'm going to start looking into Eastern religion again ( Read more... )

If you have made mistakes, there is always another chance for you. You may have a fresh start any moment you choose, for this thing we call failure is not the falling down, but the staying down. -Mary PickfordSo tomorrow is a week without a sip of alcohol. I didn't drink tonight, a Friday night, and I doubt I will drink tomorrow. I'm honestly so ( Read more... )

One always speaks badly when one has nothing to say. -Voltaire

The 60's are gone, dope will never be as cheap, sex never as free, and the rock and roll never as great. -Abbie Hoffman

I had a pretty decent day. Some thoughts and situations and a poem Hailey wrote really made me laugh, genuinely. I got to talk about politics, religion, relationships, you know, stimulating topics of conversation. HOW REFRESHING. Not one mention of getting shitty or who has sexually transmitted diseases. Also, I hung out with Fran a little and we ( Read more... )

It's strange to keep to myself so much, but I think it is doing me good. I guess I kind of talk about my feelings on here, but I don't really discuss them with anybody in the real world. I've got so much to think about and saying it aloud seems to cheapen that. I'm glad I have work and school to keep my mind occupied.

I'm grateful I have this ( Read more... )

I honestly have no idea how I got through today. I've never been so hopeless and scared. I have no idea how I'm going to get through tomorrow. But I guess I just have to ( Read more... )

"You are the embodiment of the information you choose to accept and act upon. To change your circumstances you need to change your thinking and subsequent actions."I know I've been posting in here so much lately, but I feel like a solitary figure, and writing helps me figure everything out ( Read more... )

I have nothing to hide. I feel free and uplifted from so much negativity, yet I feel like I hit rock bottom tonight in terms of my future. Like rock fucking bottom. All the advice I get I don't want to hear. I am convinced it is bad advice. If you don't tell me to never fucking talk to you again, I'm going to assume you want me to talk to you again ( Read more... )