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Life has pretty much spun me around 360 and more. I remembered this old lj and I guess that I'm going to write in it. College is over, but i'm trying to go back again. I realized I'm not crazy and my parents hurt me more than help me. I'm living in baltimore city and I love love love it. I'm dating a new guy and he makes me feel like a fucking ( Read more... )

um new username. i promise to update.

well i did already....

madandmarked

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my options are now:

1. doing a lot of drugs to kill time and this empty feeling inside of me.
2. jump off a bridge.
3. leave the country.
4.. a combination of all three. (travel for suicide. i am guessing brazil?)

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i am getting my life back.

here's to not going crazy. drink up. this is it. this is 2k6.

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