tired. hungry. depressed ( Read more... )

so today was a good day. mostly. i guess. from bad things going good. first, i took my computer to mr grady, but it wasnt able to accept a g3 keyboard (its a g4) so he had to send it to apple and it might be back in less than a week, so now i have a loaner g3 which sort of sucks as the screen blinks from bright to dark but it has a working S AND W ( Read more... )

-fidgets- i have about forty minutes til my next class starts, so thats like, 27 minutes more here before i head out. so this means, random updates! oh yes. anyways. i'm existing here at the academy, and i think i'll be fine, the workload isn't bad yet,, but itll get worse. and a lot of its memorization, which i totally f'cking suck at. yikes ( Read more... )

sitting in one of the air conditioned lounges at the indiana academy. it's okay. i skipped dinner at the cookout because i wanted to finish the balzac book, and i dont really agree with the ending, but its okay. so i alienated myself, i guess. i didn't attend the cookout, and socialize. horrible. i got up and went downstairs to socialize because ( Read more... )

i have to leave for muncie tomorrow. i'm somewhat ... not afraid, just. feeling down? i'm not sure. i've had a headache forever it seems, not to mention when i got my physical there was blood in my piss, and they told me i was going to start my period, but that was two days ago. and nothings been flowing! which makes me wonder why there was blood ( Read more... )

i haven't done much laundry this summer. consequently. i have to do a lot in the next two days. i seriously have all my clothes in two dirty hampers, and it's like, man, i should wash those. i have to go places, where i have to be dressed ( Read more... )

that's one thing i won't miss about home. barking dogs. i assume, at the academy, there will be no damnable barking dogs. lovely ( Read more... )

just called kate & stephanie, had a good talk on the phone whilst i smoked two or three fags. i'm going to miss them so much. the academy is looming on the horizon and i'm panicked. seriouslyyy ( Read more... )

12 days. or so. before school starts.

shiiiit. i'm feeling panicked.

can't sleep. and it's not even 'cause of school.

everything seems fucked up.

i miss him. i miss myself.

what sort of summer has this been.

"nostalgia."

that's how i feel, i think.

nostalgic.

i'll be the reason you forget.

know who my roommate is now; AND i've talked to her.

rockin'? yes.\

gabi = happy. score.