ok so i like nate hes fun and smart but he lets face it im tired of sneaking around i want to be honest with my mom ( Read more... )

this week something happened that made me realize that there are certain things you cant wait for and certain things you cant plan. my relationship with my mom sux and if she died now the most likely thing i would have said to her last would have been out of anger and in a fight. i am going to change this. matt i cant wait for you forever you know ( Read more... )

since no one ever reads mine and i never read neone elses i can vent out everything cant i? matt and i are just friends thats all he wants but thats not all i want i want to see that i thurts him as much as it hurts me i want to know why i have all these questions and no answers i need them...i wont list them here just in case sum one does read. ( Read more... )

im a bitch and i fuck everything up im ugly mean stupid impulsive rude loud annoying and just plain dumb i hate myslef i cry too much and im a weakling... ui suck at everything and im tired of it and ive tried not being this way i just cant help it...and dont tell me thats bullshit cuz its not im cynical and pessimistic and i cant fuckin spell! lol ( Read more... )

i havent posted here for like ever ithink the last time i did was when i talked to lance lol.....lj changed i cant belive i remember my password lol....hi matt! i love you! im bored and tired come get me plz lol i know u cant ....i miss maggie i talked too her today and she was like one tow three adn then clapped and asked her mom for a bite of ( Read more... )

hey, whats new with all of you guys!!! im hanging with my friend krystal in louisiana!!!! i went to a volleyball camp last week...picture that me and a sport lol...it was with my step mom and little sister breana and alot of my friends from texas.....playing volleyball sux ass when your step mom is the head coach lol ( Read more... )

my sister had her baby !!!!!!
she 7 pounds 10 oz. 20 1/2 inches long born 10:25pm on friday the 15th!!!
ill post a picture tomorrow lol

hey thnx megan for reading my lj and my fanfics lol...im posting more soon!!!

loveyou all!!!

hey guys long time no see...lol ( Read more... )

no one loves me ne more wahh
byebye bu...lol

1.senses fail- choke on this ( Read more... )