DEAR BOY,

OUR SITUATION HAS MADE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT

THIS WHOLE WEEK.

love,

alison

MY PLAN FOR THE WEEKEND:

okay so im going to lindseys cabin for the weekend. and im gonna go up there and clear my head of everything and make all my deisions about kurt and everything and regenerate make my final deision and stick with it and be happy with it and not look back. and be like... renewed!

IM GONNA BECOME ( Read more... )

i was jsut thinkg about something. my situation with this person is pretty much over. but okay. he told me he was in love, that his feelings were unconditional. last time i tlaked to him it sure didnt sound like he was in love with me. but how can you fall out of love in 3 weeks? that doesnt make any sense to me. i tink its going to be really hard ( Read more... )

jackie elise anderson stayed at my house all weekend. we won't home very much though. it was pretty eventful ( Read more... )

(  letter to kurt )

If you're feeling down think of this:

Summer is almost here.

and this song reminds me of "him,k.m."so much.

Forgive me you cut out again, it seems so easy just to blame the reception but theres something wrong and i dont know why
Why you, you never say goodbye so please just leave, you dont mean that much to me you keep the ring,

i'll take those ( Read more... )

BREAKING NEWS!!!!!

I actually wore my hair down today. first time in like a week and a half.


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( okay so im gonna use a cut )

ANOTHER LIFE ENTRY BY ALISON

i really want to feel free.

i have come to the conclusion that life is way to short to dwell on things. i need to the hardest thing right now. LET WHAT WILL BE, BE. i'm handing my life over to fate at this point. and let it take if from there. no more trying to make myself feel a way to make me ( Read more... )