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so,things have been alright outside of the home.
at home,not so much.things arnt great.everyone is
very stressed,and grumpy.and my mother doesnt help
the situation.and i dont no how to help anymore.when
i try everyone gets mad at me.everyone yells at me.
all im trying to do, is make myself happy,thats all.
by surronding myself with people i like.and at home
i feel so boxed,so isolated,so distant.no one listens.
no one gets along anymore.things are getting worse.
my grandmother,i dont no how she puts up with her,
my mother.she is so unthankful.its so frushtrating.to
see my mother, take and take from them,and not give
back.all she does is go to work,when she feels like it,
sleeps,eat,smokes,and reads.did i mention she has 4
children,who she doesnt take care of,oh i didnt well she
does.and tara and myself can basically take care of out
selves,heck i have ever since,well ever since i can
remember.but katie and sammy are only 7&6.they cry for a
father,they have memories that they make up about him,
for they dont remember.its been three years, since they
saw him..
whatever, i cant bring myself to talk about it anymore.
sorry for the rant.ill try not to next time.
♥