Comments | ___ohbaby: This is how you remind of what I really am.

___ohbaby

This is how you remind of what I really am.

Apr 12, 2005 16:36

This entry will probally get the least comments of all because it's not some picture post or something wity. The more I think of myself, the less I get. Sometimes, I wish that everything was differnt. I always find myself dreaming old dreams, and wishing old wishes. I always picture myself in a sittuation and i think of how i would carry myself ( Read more... )

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iroman316 April 12 2005, 21:31:49 UTC

the girl that hates you for all that needs to get a life. but until she does, try your best to ignore her. people like that make me sick. just be yourself and if people don't like you for being yourself, they can't make you change and you shouldn't have to change for anyone except God. if he wants you to be different, he'll make you the way you need to be.

man i was reading the post and i thought, "huh. she's like me in a lot of ways..." Well that's all i got. if ya need someone to talk to, just about like, random stuff, find me on thursday or im me. Lronman316 on aim.

later

_imnot_anorexic April 12 2005, 23:04:05 UTC

Hey, I know exactly what you feel. I have never been to a school that has been so mean. If it's not my eye, its my figure. If its not my figure, its my hair, or something else. Everyone is so critical of who you are physically and what image you put out rather than you, yourself. Its just...I hate it. Whenever you start to slip, even just a little bit, people are just always on your case. It sucks so much that people care so much about you and not themselves.

I love ya, and ALWAYS here to talk.
<3

My reactions to your thoughts, in order. explained April 12 2005, 23:16:24 UTC

These are my reactions to your thoughts, in order. If you do not get a lot of comments on this post, mine will make up for them! Here we go.

This post, ideally, should get the most comments because it's the most introspective. However...

... reality is quite often worlds away from the ideal. Sometimes, the ideal is even unattainable. One must realize this and accept what is, while still striving to improve.

Your looks should give you confidence, but there's only so far that kind of confidence will take you. You're so much more than a beautiful face, but, honestly, I don't think you've yet realized your own self-worth. That's not necessarily a bad thing at your age, since you're still young, and I think you'll come around. In the near future, someone will tell you to your face that you look like shit and you'll glance nonchalantly in the mirror and ask them, "What the fuck is up with your vision?" and recommend an optometrist ( ... )

complicatedplan April 13 2005, 04:56:24 UTC

my baby sister is so smart, amazing, special, talented, funny, clever, loyal, and the best soulmate ever. hal, if u never see what everyone who loves u sees and if u never see what everyone who is jealous sees and hates u for because they cant have any of it then u will still be all the things i said u are. no matter who u date, are friends with, hate, love, laugh at or with u will still be so amazing. everything u said is so true. i feel the same way u do all the time. about school, looks, people, boys. peoples lives be better at diffent times than other peoples and that doesnt mean they are better than u because they are happy at this moment it just means u will be happy soon and they will be sad. ive never felt sorry for u a day in my life and ive never said things to make u feel better just because they sound nicer than the truth. the truth is the first sentence of this comment. love always your big sister. klee and mol feel the same way i promise

halle is all above!!! ghetobabe April 21 2005, 23:21:41 UTC

i agree with you willa!!!!

rape_____off April 14 2005, 10:54:16 UTC

i look at myself everyday and say "why why why" and then i come home from school check my journal and have stupid little comments that yeah i hate to admit but they ruin my day. im not a big emotion kind of a person but those type of things as much as i look like i dont care they hurt me really bad. like i read them and i just wana cry. you have every point in the world. middle school was amazing. ive never seen so many ignorant people put into one place all at the same time. and omfg the girls. the girls here are some of the biggest bitches ive ever met. like. wtf. but honestly. people that say that shit are jealous of you in some way. as much as they wouldnt like to admit it. they do. or they could be crazy bc your amazing. ive never met someone like you. your so just ( ... )