Light that smoke, yeah one for giving up on me.

[___ohsodarling]

I'm sorry you have to read all this. It's just that I'm in one of those fucking moods where I feel like there's a hole in my chest where my heart is supposed to be... and I have to let some of this out before it gets worse... I hate when feelings come back to haunt you... Fuck

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Man I wish I could give you a hug

[sxeangel]

Every time I read your journal I find myself taken back. You are, give or take, exactly the way I was a few years ago

Re: Man I wish I could give you a hug

[___ohsodarling]

MeGeee! I love you to the max. I love your "when I was your age stories" and I always will until they get to be like grandma stories. Then I might have to ask you to stop. =p

"I pretended I wanted to be that girl who didn't need a guy to make her whole but at the end of the day, that was me." <-- Yupp yupp yupp. That would be me.

I never know what to say when you leave me comments like this except for I love it when you do. You're awesome MeGeee! I love you!!!<333

I wish I could take away all that pain

[anonymous]

Rachel, its Brian. I thought maybe writing this would be better, and i could focus it all so much clearer). Like your friend MeGeeee! posted to you, there was someone on the sidelines...I'm that person on the sidelines, i would take a bullet for you, i'd take the pain away from you, i'd give you the world in the palm of your hands, I'd hold you tight when things get rough, I'd give you life again, I'd be there for you in a heartbeat (Literally), I wouldnt let anything happen to you. I'd walk through an inferno just to save you, I would literally die for you.

I say this, because when i first saw you at that show, I couldnt take my eyes off you, your just something special to me, its like cupid stabbed my heart when i saw you. I swear, it was something out of romeo and juliet, something i cant explain. You've got a past thats hidden behind those eyes that i wish i could just have experienced with you, I would take you out and make you feel like your on top of the world.

-Brian

Re: I wish I could take away all that pain

[___ohsodarling]

Hmmm... Thanks I guess. I dont actually know you that well so it's hard for me to say I'd do/feel the same. I really appreciate this though.

Thanks<3

[emo_commando]

i miss my lovejournal.

i need to IM you soon.. looks like we now have a lot in common.<3