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I make a lot of mistakes and i guess thats part of growing up, but it doesnt seem right. My mistakes and actions seem so much worst than others. And once again it doesnt feel right. I dont feel "normal" But then again what is normal? Is normal like the word perfect? Because in that case nothing is. So would that make everything ok? If normal and perfect arent possible then why do we strive so hard to be this?
I dont want to be like this anymore. Just undecided. Thats what i am....UNDECIDED. Everything is. And i dont like it. It's very discomforting knowing theres no answer to your own life. All i ask for is some answers. Nothing more. An answer here or there would help...a lot.
Whats left of me? I want to cry but i cant. Because then people would know something is wrong. And i cant let that happen. I CANT! Im the person thats always happy. Nothing bothers me. right?
What do you guys think of me? honestly. NO bullshit this time. I want a true and honest answer. And if you have to, post it anonymously (sp).