As if there weren't already a million things going on in my life, everything going on with my mom has just escalated to an entire new level of drama.  It seems she is completely content with making me completely miserable, I have such a hard time understanding why it is so hard to just be happy for me instead of being the one force dragging me ( Read more... )

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So it has been just about forever since I have used this thing.
I can still remember spending all of my afternoons after high school on here, posting and commenting away until I was told to get off the computer.

University is winding down, and with only a few weeks left, I am seriously stressing about anything and everything it seems....but mostly a ( Read more... )

back with a vengeance bitch(es).

third year is going to be the year. i am the happiest i have ever been in a very long time, everything is just falling into place so effortlessly ( Read more... )

Life, be good to me, just this once.
And I promise that I will appreciate it, right to the tips of my fingers.

It's been nearly a year since I last updated. A lot of things have changed. Some things have not. Thinking of him still makes me short of breath. My stomach still drops when I remember the things we did and the conversations we had. The hopeless romantic in me would like to believe that an ocean can not keep people from being together, but I ( Read more... )

i don't update very often.
it doesn't seem like many people read, & i just don't have the time.
university had been exciting, but so incedibly overwhelming at the same time.
i hope everyone's having a good time and i'm sure eventually i'll write more about it all.

thom yorke's voice in this song is so unbelievably beautiful.
ireland was beyond amazing. beyond anything i would have imagined it to be.
i felt things i never thought i could have felt
especially for someone i'd known for such a short time.
it was crazy, random, spontaneous and just flat out amazing.
i will never forget those irish boys & their lingo
as ( Read more... )

this summer is definately not turning out the way i thought it would. not necessarily a bad turn, just a very different one then i expected.  working makes it difficult to make any form of plans and i find the majority of my time being spent either at work or with my work friends, who are all amazing people.  
the renovations on my house have yet to ( Read more... )