right now, i absolutely hate college. hate. it. with a passion! i don't know how to study, i don't know how to manage my time, i'm stressing like CRAZY, which makes me want to do nothing but eat, which makes me stress even worse cause i'm getting fat. i hate this. thursday afternoon can't get here fast enough... i'm going to go insane ( Read more... )

i'm all alone tonight because jess is staying at the hotel with her parents, and everyone else on my hall is out for the night. i miss my SML loves, especially that one dumb boy who doesn't even deserve to be missed. i miss jon and teresa and chris and aron and rob and justin and becca. i wish i could be at tech tonight, because becca's there, and ( Read more... )

yeah so, fuck some boys, one in particular. that kid fronts SO much, and if he can't just be real with me, then fuck it. i do not need someone who's going to mess with my head and never let me know how he really feels. it's ridiculous and it pisses me off. i care way too much about this boy for him to treat me the way he does, and i really need to ( Read more... )

so, interesting weekend to say the least.

thursday: the boy and i ended up text messaging until 5 o'clock in the morning... this kid is amazing. "i want to make you smile every day, and make all your days better." awwww! i hope this works ( Read more... )

so... this is me moving on. it's going to be SO damn hard, but i can do it ( Read more... )

okay so can i just say that i love my SML friends so freakin much, and i absolutely LOVE being home, and i'm not looking forward to going back to school on sunday. i hate hearing my friends make plans to watch laguna beach on monday, and real world on tuesday, and wanting to be here with them for that but knowing that i won't be. hateithateithateit ( Read more... )

so here i am at college, and it's not really like i had expected it to be. i'm not bestbest friends with my roomie. i'm not partying it up like crazy. i'm not falling in love with every really cute boy that i see around campus. i'm actually really proud of myself for those last two things ( Read more... )

♥ holding handssss ( Read more... )

things get better and better every day and i'm not ready to leave home. i'm going to miss my mom, and my bed, and my friends, and especially him. he's amazing and adorable and sweet, and sometimes downright dumb, but i cant't help falling for him ( Read more... )

summer is coming to a close WAY too quick... it still doesn't feel real to me that i'm leaving for college in a week and a half. i'm definitely not ready to go, but i think the fact that i'm one of the last of my friends to leave will make it a little easier. brittany and aron are both leaving for CNU on wednesday, justin's heading out to montana ( Read more... )