Pondering.

Sep 27, 2005 16:37

so like. i kind of have been thinking today, cause i've been home doing nothing. well, i've been thinking. like, what the fuck do i do with my life after high school? like, i feel like it's all some big fucking routine. go to college for 4 years and then get a job. fuck that. that's so lame. why does it always have to be the same for everyone? i ( Read more... )

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your right <3 xbabij11x September 27 2005, 22:07:36 UTC
Damn Hannah,
I feel exactly the same.
Im sorry your so unhappy in school.
I miss you!
I Love You!

<333

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Re: your right <3 ___perfectmatch September 28 2005, 00:39:00 UTC
aw i guess it's okay. i was just blahhh.
i miss you too, i love you ♥

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abmari7654 September 27 2005, 22:34:32 UTC
Dude...
Fucking......i read your entire thing top to bottom and i feel the exact same way.
I dont want to go to some expensive college and waste all my money on things that i wont even need in life!
My goal in life is to seriously be an actress and i dont anything i learn in school whether high school or college can really make me a succesful.
Like i need to have those skills already its not something i can be taught for thousands of dollars!

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___perfectmatch September 28 2005, 00:39:17 UTC
fucking i know right. it's totally bogus. i don't even know what's going on these days.

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fake_r0mances September 27 2005, 23:03:54 UTC
That was intense. I totally understand. And along with having good grades...I'm probably not going to be able to afford the college I want to go to. thats shitty to. How you have to pay thousands of dollars to go the college with that stuff that you want to learn. Sometimes education is pretty shitty. everything about it.

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___perfectmatch September 28 2005, 00:39:58 UTC
oh man yeah, i totally should have gotten into the money end of it. i could go on alot more about that. it's absurd, it doesn't matter how smart you are, cause if you don't have the money, you aren't going, it makes me so mad. dnskalndklsanklandnakdnsalda. education fucking sucks.
i love you.

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relientashley September 28 2005, 03:27:01 UTC
UGH. My feelings exactly. I screwed my SAT's. (I got an 810 on the old test).. and I only passed 1 capt. I didn't know what I kind of wanted to do with my life, until, like. MAY. And by then it was too late. Even though I talk about how much I hate MCC, it really is an awesome school, and it's barely a fraction to how much other schools cost. LIKE. I have what, 4 classes a weeeek! THATS IT. And I thought it'd be harder, BUT. ITS NOT AT ALLLL. I'm doing journalism, but the thing is, you can do general studies, and people hiring, honestly. They don't care what you have a degree in (unless youre like a doctor or something).. If you have some sort of degree you have a WAYYY better chance of getting the job, even though it doesn't have to do with your major. SO. In conclusion, go away to school, be in debt for decades, and have no life. ORRR? Go to community college, pay tonnns less, and still have friends. (OH! And still get free food and housing from your rents? HAH, works for meeee ( ... )

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___perfectmatch September 28 2005, 15:46:39 UTC
aw i won't talk to the guidance counselors cause they are jerks. but i think i want to do music journalism, which probably is related to what you're doing. so if i have questions. ill ask you ♥ THANK YOU. love you lots ♥

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relientashley September 28 2005, 21:28:15 UTC
YEA, I wanna do either CD Review crap or photo journalism, because i like writing and taking/looking at pictures, and i ♥ music. So, ask me ANYTHING. MUCH ♥

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comengetme September 29 2005, 10:59:21 UTC
ok so im like the only one with feelings the opposite dirction in a way ( ... )

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___perfectmatch September 29 2005, 11:19:24 UTC
i love you.

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