meh ?
how is it possible to have such a good night,
but such a bad night at the same time?
i'm really speechless.
+ i really wish you would try to understand where i'm coming from.
you just don't stop loving someone.
first love, true love. it never ends.
just because things have been shaky the last three weeks doesn't mean i don't love you. or that i stopped loving you.
i'm just trying to have healthy relationships.
with you.
with friends.
with ... people, ya know?
you know i'm so co/dependent on you + since my birthday i've been really trying to improve on that. like, i feel like i turned nineteen + didn't have anything to show for it.
no independence.
lately,
i met new friends.
i hung out with old ones.
just because "brian time" is being divided up doesn't mean i care any less.
just because we don't see each other or even talk to each other *AHEM* every day, doesn't mean we no longer have a relationship.
i'm just trying to learn who i am.
who i am as ANDREA.
not, ANDREA, BRIAN'S GIRLFRIEND.
how many times have i told you that?
it's so cliche. but you know none of this is about you.
it's about me.
this has been hurting me just as much as it's hurting you.
+ i'm glad we're finally discussing it.
in order to keep a stable relationship there has to be communication.
i really hope you know i've just been honest.
+ that my love for you doesn't end with the snap of your fingers.
but such a bad night at the same time?
i'm really speechless.
+ i really wish you would try to understand where i'm coming from.
you just don't stop loving someone.
first love, true love. it never ends.
just because things have been shaky the last three weeks doesn't mean i don't love you. or that i stopped loving you.
i'm just trying to have healthy relationships.
with you.
with friends.
with ... people, ya know?
you know i'm so co/dependent on you + since my birthday i've been really trying to improve on that. like, i feel like i turned nineteen + didn't have anything to show for it.
no independence.
lately,
i met new friends.
i hung out with old ones.
just because "brian time" is being divided up doesn't mean i care any less.
just because we don't see each other or even talk to each other *AHEM* every day, doesn't mean we no longer have a relationship.
i'm just trying to learn who i am.
who i am as ANDREA.
not, ANDREA, BRIAN'S GIRLFRIEND.
how many times have i told you that?
it's so cliche. but you know none of this is about you.
it's about me.
this has been hurting me just as much as it's hurting you.
+ i'm glad we're finally discussing it.
in order to keep a stable relationship there has to be communication.
i really hope you know i've just been honest.
+ that my love for you doesn't end with the snap of your fingers.