its been a long day...all the way....aint that right?
hated last night
hated today
mmk heres the whole story...lets start with last nite...first of all, i hardly talked to drew at ALL....called him, said are you busy, he said yes, i said thats cool call me later? he said yea. and normally this would be cool, but im afraid hes doin what he did last time, just stops calling and when i call blows me off, which is crazy bc i kno he cares about me and i shouldnt worry at all...but sometimes the past clouds your judgement, and even when you kno ur judgement is being clouded you cant stop it. so that got me a lil worried, no big deal tho. then christopher gets online and i got real excited bc me and him havent had a really good talk in a while and i miss it, but he was acting strange and kinda mean which is defintaly not like that kid bc we've been through so much that i know he would never intentionally hurt me again. so i got kinda suspicious about it, but i asked as soon as he signed on if it was him and he said yea, so i was like hmm? so i started askin him questions that he would without a doubt know and he ddnt so i knew it wasnt him, it was his girlfriend pretending to be him. and w/e thats cool, but she was being mean! so i was like yea thats gay....like i wouldnt kno if it was him or not? ive known that kid for so long theres no way i wouldnt kno. so she signed off then i got an im and this is wat it said :
TheStarsCryBlood: stay the fuck away from chris vaughn- he's taken and you know that! if you don't watch what you say, you BETTER watch your back because i'll be getting your ass kicked BIG TIME!!! Understand?
lindseyLUVSyou06: are you kidding me? this is defintaly way immature...im not tryin to steal him from ne one...we've been close for longer than his gf has even known him and nothing is going to change that
TheStarsCryBlood: "defintaly way immature" right? haha whatever, Lindsey- I'm giving you advice- take it or leave it.
lindseyLUVSyou06: who is this?
TheStarsCryBlood: someone you "LUVSyou" with a strange way of showing it...
and never told me their name...which is cool i guess...like i said before, really immature and really middleschool, but if thats how they want to be then more power to them. the threats and the bs dont bother me at all, but i dont think they know what they're trying to ruin. chris is one of the only people in my life that has been there no matter what. we went through so so so much and still stayed close regardless, so i dont think a few empty threats and four letter words is gonna change that. but if it makes them feel better to try then i hope they have fun. i dont want to fight...yea right! me? fight? thats hilarious!....i just dont want to lose one of the best and strongest friendships i have because some sophmores have a problem with us being close. i dont want to get in the way of him and his girlfriend....im happy because he's happy....and thats all there is to it. so anyways, the ball's in his court now, we talked about it and i told him streight up, if us being friends ruins their relationship i wont be a part of his life anymore, and im not that worried, because i know that he values our friendship as much as i do. so thats y last night sucked. today sucked bc i woke up late...again! and got into a fight with hembree...excuse me thats MR hembree...then had to go to math which is always a downer. and im just still really stressed about the whole thing. and on top of that sarah was in kinda a bad mood and shes basically my second half so when shes upset im upset and vice versa.
we'll just have to wait and see how the rest of the day goes....and u kno wat really pisses me off? no one ever comments ne more! atleast on mine they dont! comment damnit! love ya! xoxo