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dear diary
mood::apathetic
my life is spiraling downward
i couldnt get enough money to go
to the bloodred romance and
sufficate me dry concert
it sucks becasue they play
some of my favorite songs like
stab my heart because i love you
and rip apart my soal and
of course stabby rip stab stab
and it doesnt help that
i couldnt get my hair into
that flippy thing either
like that guy from that band can do
somedays yanno
im an emo kid
none conforming as can be
you'd be none conforming to
if you were just like me
i have paint on my nails
and makeup on my face
im almost emo enough
to start shaving my legs
cause i feel real deep
when im dressing in drag
i call it freedom of expression
most just call me a fag
cause our dudes look like chicks
and out chicks look like dykes
cause emo is one step below transvestite
stop my breathing and slit my throat
i must be emo
i dont jump around when i go to shows
i must be emo
im dark insensitive
with low self esteem
the way i dress makes
everyday feel like halloween
i have no real problems
but i like to make believe
i stole my sisters mascara
now im grounded for a week
sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
i cant get through
a hawthorne hieghts album
without sobbing
girls keep breaking up with me
its never any fun
they say they
already have a pussy
they dont need another one
stop my breathing and slit my throat
i must be emo
i dotn jump around when i go to shows
i must me emo
dying my hair and polish on my toes
i must be emo
i play guitar and write suicide notes
i must be emo
my life is such a black abyss
yanno its so dark and it sufficating me
grabbing ahold of me
and its tightening its grip
tighter than a pair of me little sisters jeans
which look great on me by the way
when i get depressed
i cut my wrists in every direction
hearing songs about getting dumbed
bives me an erection
i write in a live journal
and wear thick rimmed glasses
i told my freinds i bleed black
and cry durring classes
im just a bad cheap immitation of goth
you can give me cachter in the rye
and watch me jack off
i wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
if i said i liked girls id only be half right
i look like im dead and dress like a homo
i must be emo
screw xbox iplay old school nintendo
i must be emo
i like to whine and hate my perentals
i must be emo
me and my friends all look like clones
i must be e-mo
my parents dont get me yanno
they think im gay becasue they saw me kiss a guy
well a couple guys but i mean its the two thousands
cant two or four dudes make out without being gay
i mean chicks dig that kind of thing anyways
i dont know diary
sometimes i think your the only one who gets me
your my best friend
i feel like tacos