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[___postcardss]

I was a lot happier person when I was hanging out with Brandon and Amy Vines. Where the hell has my life gone? I skipped school and what am I doing? Sitting at home. I guess I'll go to the doctor and atleast get it excused. I'm not who I want to be. I don't find enjoyment in how I'm living. I don't want to drink all the time. I don't want to talk

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[likeabridge]

It wouldn't be hard to fix things... we're never too far away.

[___postcardss]

yeah..but it just feels different.

[brookwithapool]

Courchy, I miss the hell outta you a lot. You and I used to be such good friends. I miss the tons and tons of happiness I felt in my body when we hung out a lot. I know we never talk anymore, and that's a real shame. I just hope you know that if you EVER need to talk, that I'm here. I've always been here and I always will be here. You're still an amazing girl and I hope everything works out for you the way things should!

<3 you

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i miss you too

[_sab]

i dont know if this will help you, but i find when i do things i can be proud of, im a lot happier. im not saying youre doing bad things but you dont seem to be happy with the things you ARE doing. i was the same way, and then i realized i was being too hard on myself, and that drinking and whatnot doesnt have to be a problem, it can be fun and good again. if you want to break up with that guy then do it. thats one thing i did that made me feel really good. i got out of a relationship that wasnt making me happy and then most everything else fell back into place. anyway i hope ya start feelin good soon.

[___postcardss]

thanks =]

[we_fell_hard]

i hope you find happiness.

[___postcardss]

me too, lauren..me too.

[we_fell_hard]

i also hope you know that i'm here for you anytime. you have my number so feel free to use it. i'm glad we've become better friends these past few months. i love you lady.