so i talked to sarah so that she would know how i felt here is how it turned out
Sarah says:
well i have never had the guts to say this to your face so i might as well say it here, you really hurt me by going out with brennan because you knew that i liked him. i told you to go for it because i didnt want to be the bad friend and say no. i dont think you heard me but i was crying when we were on the phone when i told you to go for it. i have tried really hard not to be too mean to you but i cant because my inner bitchyness comes out. i also really dont like it that you still sit at our table with brennan right infront of me, every time i see you its like our phone call all over again. i dont hate you and i just wanted you to know how i felt.
Brennan you are my everything and I love you more than words can say. says:
well maybe I should of got a clue and I thought you had stop crying but what hurt me most was that you think that I would go out with him if you told me you would pefer me not to. I would of said no but oyu said to go for it I even asked if we were ok and you said yeah. What I don't like is oyu pusshing me in that hall and having people talk shit Ithey don't know the full story and they can think
Brennan you are my everything and I love you more than words can say. says:
what they want because I am happy and I would like them to know the whole story
Sarah says:
okay. are you seriously stupid. i liked him for like a month and i have liked you for like a year (as a friend) i was not about to tell you not to be happy. i thought i was being a good friend by not saying no. and i thought you would of been a good friend by thinking "hmmm she liked him she is my friend should i got out with him....no because SHE is my friend" but i guess i was wrong
Sarah says:
i think i tell the whole story. because there is no other way of seeing what you did to me.
Sarah says:
i was crying did that no put a signal in your head "she is sad" or were those tears of joy for you?\
Sarah says:
not*
Sarah says:
i dont like him anymore and its not even that now. its the fact that you would rather go out with him then try to talk to me. you didnt even talk to me after you went out with him
Sarah says:
its like you were avoiding me
Sarah says:
and i was never sure why you didnt talk to me.
Brennan you are my everything and I love you more than words can say. says:
why don't you ask him about how he didn't like you he liked me since I had him in summer school going into the 9th grade an dI couldn't help that I liked him back and I you really didn't want me to go out with him then say something
Brennan you are my everything and I love you more than words can say. says:
I was told that you were mad at me and that even if we were to break up that you wouldn't even want to be friends so I thought there was no use
Sarah says:
why should i say something? so then later you could push it back in my face and say "you are a bad friend you wouldnt let me go out with him"
Sarah says:
he told you that he liked you scine 9th grade? weird he told me that he liked me since 6th
Brennan you are my everything and I love you more than words can say. says:
I wouldn't of done that I don't like having things trown back into my face why would I do that to you. I would not of been mad I would of been okay with it
Sarah says:
so dont try to through that shit that he liked you longer than me. i dont like him anymore. i just wanted to talk to you to see if i still had any respect for you and it looks like i dont.
Sarah says:
why would you tell me how long hes liked you
Sarah says:
how is that going to make me like you more?
Brennan you are my everything and I love you more than words can say. says:
same here why don't we all forget about this leave everyone alone because I am happy and don't want any drama and yes I know that I caused some of it but I don't want to add to it because I just want to live my life be on my own way do my thing and be left alone
Brennan you are my everything and I love you more than words can say. says:
The plan wasn't to make you like me i just wanted you to realize I didn't try adn take him away from you
Sarah says:
sorry i was trying to slove my problems so i dont hate school as much as i do now
Brennan you are my everything and I love you more than words can say. says:
I leave you alone though why can't oyu leave me alone?
Sarah says:
if you want to leave me alone never sit at my table agian. go with brennan and his friends where they sit. i mean you sitting at the table doesnt seem like you leave me alone
Brennan you are my everything and I love you more than words can say. says:
well my friends are there to
Sarah says:
i was going to try to be your friend again hoping that this conversation would help but i guess i was wrong. its like you would rather have brennan than me
Sarah says:
i was trying to make the drama stop
Sarah says:
i dont like him anymore and im happy that you and him are together but aparently you want me to leave you alone
Brennan you are my everything and I love you more than words can say. says:
we can make it stop by leaving eachother alone and I don't want to leave the table because my friends are there to
Sarah says:
fine i will. i wont be sitting at the table anymore i wont be friends with any of your friends i will leave you way the fuck alone
Sarah says:
because a guy is way more important than any good friend thank you for showing me the light
Brennan you are my everything and I love you more than words can say. says:
I don't want you to completly just leave our friends because oyu can friends with who ever oyu want I am talking about you pushing me in the hall.
Sarah says:
i can push you all the fuck i want. go a different way if you dont like it
Sarah says:
you act like im not allowed to be mad. i get rough when im mad
Brennan you are my everything and I love you more than words can say. says:
why are you adding to the drama
Sarah says:
im not. i getting my aggression out.
Brennan you are my everything and I love you more than words can say. says:
wel I leave ppl alone so just GET OVER IT
Sarah says:
get over what?
Sarah says:
you being a terrible friend?
Sarah says:
that i cant
Sarah says:
im sorry you made my life a hell now i will make yours a hell
Sarah says:
im sorry you make shitty choices.
Sarah says:
you fucked with the wrong person
Sarah says:
i dont let things go
Sarah says:
you should know that
Sarah says:
i hold grudges forever
Sarah says:
i think i told you that before
Sarah says:
but im going to be nice
Sarah says:
and i wont push you
Sarah says:
and i wont be mean
Brennan you are my everything and I love you more than words can say. says:
and I let things go you can be mad at me all you want but just leave me alone
Sarah says:
because i am trying to be a better person
Brennan you are my everything and I love you more than words can say. says:
well pushing me isn't being the better person
Sarah says:
but i thought karma wouldnt get me and it did you have the same weight i did. so dont think karma wont come after you.
Sarah says:
well i get mad. and i will try not to.\
Sarah says:
im working on that right now.
Brennan you are my everything and I love you more than words can say. says:
working on exactly what?
Sarah says:
not being mean
Sarah says:
everyday im like "im going to be nice" and then i see you guys and im like klahsdkjahsdjkhasd and then i do stupid stuff. im sorry and i will stop
am i the bad person? i guess so.