It is so amazing how much you love me. For the last week you've been the most incredible boyfriend anyone could ask for.

I don't see myself ever falling out of love with you. You're perfect for me.

so i think it's fairly safe to say that my life is fucking ridiculously perfect right now. even calvin has been feeling the same way. our relationship has never been this good. it's amazing ( Read more... )

i am a moron ( Read more... )

i'm so torn. i can't figure out if i'm happy or miserable with my life right now. i have incredible friends, but are they living the life i want to be a part of? and what would happen if i just got up and left? would they call? would they wonder where i was, or if i'm alive? would they shut me out? never talk to me again ( Read more... )

Today was a lot better than the few before. I think all of these mixed emotions have a lot to do with Bob's anger towards me. He barely talks to anyone in the apartment anymore, and I don't understand why ( Read more... )

I've been feeling so alone lately. I can't really describe it any other way ( Read more... )

So lately my life has been super intense emotionally. All I can think about is a year ago. Like exactly a year ago, when Brian and I were saving our tips to buy a shitload of weed for his birthday. When I was completely and utterly miserable with myself, my surroundings and my so-called friends ( Read more... )

i can't stop thinking about you, and it sucks. nothing terrible. i'm not having any bad thoughts exactly, just ones that make me remember how we used to be. when we thought we were happy. sometimes i wish i could just talk to you again, like the way we did before. when we could just say anything we wanted without being afraid of vulnerability. i ( Read more... )

i've been on brian overload lately ( Read more... )

so here i am. on the love of my life's glorious machine of a computer while he's working at dunkin donuts down the street. some of this seems oddly familiar, but this time i'm not worried or stressed or in pain. a lot has changed around here, and i don't think i would want anything any differently. i've been doing so incredibly well, it's almost ( Read more... )