i remember laying on your bed ( Read more... )

i miss it ( Read more... )

it happened
he broke up with me
i knew it was gonna happen.
im trying my hardest not
to cry.. becasue i cry over
every boy..
and im not going to this time.

i did what i needed to do.
i dont know what im going to do..

i hate this.

FuCK.

CoNfUsEd.

i dont know wha tto think about this.
told me one thing
and now wants to do another.

Just tell me..

Just make me understand.

i'll be back
on tues. or wed.
of next week.
YES!!
i guess i have improved since i got bitched at lastnight.

i went and got tires fer the trailor because my dad has to tow the pourche to New Mexico. Im leaving in a day.. ugh. I went with my brother, that was cool i havent really got to talk to him since the accident. i missed it .. hes like my bestfriend<3. so we talked about megan and whitney.. they are staying together which is good. because he is ( Read more... )

i was talking to my mom .. and i asked her out of curiosity why heather was everyones favorite .. and she said she didnt know.. and then she said that i tend to push everyone away.. because im like my dad, we can handle emotional stuff like people passing, or gf and bf shit, or family issues. but its the little things like people talking ot us ( Read more... )

nothing to do.
nothing to say.
nothing to see.
nothing to taste.
nothing to hear.
nothing to feel.
nothing to smell.
but there is always
someone to think about.

ANdReW<3

Tonight was gayyy ( Read more... )