I'm running away.

It seems that wrong
really loves my company.

" S he said forget me,
But I can't."

Fuck I'm panicking.
Pray it's over soon.

My goal for these next two months, six days, & twenty five minutes (but who's counting) is to just suck it up, stop complaining, accept that these people will never change, & think that after that two months, I will never have to see any of them if I don't want to.
ever.

I like that feeling.

Yesterday I got hit on by Spliff Star (Busta Rhymes' "right hand man") & his friend at Subway & he asked for my number.
That's fucking tiiight.

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I reek of cigarette smoke & lack the feeling of a compliment.
I want to feel good again.

[ps] I have the two best friends in the world.
But I have the worst situation that will last the next 3 months.
After that, consider me out of your lives.

Happy Birthday to my best friend.
Edwin Unzueta, you're an angel.

No matter how hard I try, I can't get over this feeling. I hate treating myself the way I do & I especially hate the way most people treat me.
But when I'm with you I don't really care what they all want me to be. I just want you beside me.
I don't believe you've thrown me away, but I do blame you for every lie.
Sooo, now what?

Hi,remember me?
‘cause I remember when I was your everything.

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This whole change is destroying my life in every way. & I lied. I can't stand him.

[ps] "Not your thing?"
OHHH good god you're sad. Look in the mirror. You live the life you claim to hate.

I'm too busy doubting myself all the time. & I'm too busy doubting everyone else too. All I've done lately is question everything I've never wanted to. I spend my life watching my back ( Read more... )

It's when a plant comes before me.

[ps] I said it once, you said it again.
I have no worth.