I was looking over the lab results I had done a couple months ago, and my free T4 and TSH levels assert possible hypothyroidism ( Read more... )

When I can't sleep, I wind down roads my back turned to face the right direction and it's everything I don't want to think right now if I attempt to lay down with my eyes shut again.

Counting backwards, and I don't mean the song. I mean that dumb ED tip that haunts me and yet comforts so fucking well.

[I'm a bit incapable.] A few places, like hidden doorways and burnt down buildings, have made me want to take photographs while wearing lingerie and lots of black eye make-up. I could sit on Orange Ave. and just try to center in on the particular chaos I find relative. People-watch. Story tell. I'm so confused that I'm tainting my canvas with ( Read more... )

( Alyson tagged me to make buttons. )

It may have been the mixture of medication and alcohol that left me, unprepared, wasted on one-and-a-half drinks last night. The bathroom was spinning and I wanted to die. Downtown Orlando is a happening place even on a wednesday night. I looked cute when I woke up and it took me a few hours before I could get up without wanting to puke ( Read more... )

I dreamt of this boy, who I can only vaguely define as a 'boy' because his age was elusive and began to change when he looked at me. He was holding my hand in one of his, while he drew on it with his other hand. I didn't want him to let go, when I woke up; and so I couldn't wake up, I refused to. I kept closing my eyes so he could hold my hand a ( Read more... )

How do I explain, I'm going to regret this and I can't go on not making these mistakes? I'm not sure if I care about anything anymore. I'm not sure if I can say I've got anything to get me through each day. I take a breath, but I can't make sense of it. I know it's happening and I know I'm not denying it. I try to talk about it, to cry about ( Read more... )

Very interesting:Your body only has two modes: Anabolic (gaining) and Catabolic (losing). There is no such thing as maintaining. You are either getting fat or you are getting skinny, period ( Read more... )

Josie 'Hate tagged' me, which basically means I have to list 10 things I hate and tag 1/2 that number in persons to spread the hate on.

01 - People who don't know how to think outside the box.
02 - Bad actors, bad liars, and obviously fake people. Talentlessness is unacceptable.
03 - Anyone who doesn't subscribe to my ideas, or better ones ( Read more... )

Two ultra-chic, successfully cruel, of-age females seek very wealthy Mormon male to do right by God by teaching us good values and keeping us as his wives. We will cook, clean, and do any Mormon-respectable sex acts and all we ask is that you put us as your sole beneficiaries in your Will.

There is a slight death risk involved.