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i cannot stop thinking about somehow accidentally having a finger broken. and also becoming deaf. and i am getting really scared it is making me cry. please go away please please please

the other day i went to the library and checked out the scores to tchaikovsky's serenade for strings op. 48 and the complete brahms symphonies. i think i might die this is so amazing.

i will probably go crazy and listen and study a million scores and it will be great.

why is music so fucking perfect

it is so wonderful to just eat delicious vegan food super stoney and fucked up and drink tea and smoke lots and pass out from being fucked up for days and nights on end on a rainy day and listen to so much music
that is the way to live a fucking life

did you know that alan greenspan was a clarinet performance major at juliard?!
truly.

i am so unmotivated right now its disgusting.

it makes me so angryjealous when kids a lot younger than i am are soo much cooler nofairrr. or just anyone basically ( Read more... )

ahh so much mozart (2 movements of concerto no 2 with cadenzas plus the requiem)
but you have to admit he was fucking amazing

i really wish i knew what i wanted to do with my life

ALSO!
recieving mail would be so wonderful and i would love you forever

michelle lee
cowell 14
3601 pacific ave
stockton, ca 95211

goodbye marin
ill miss you all

i think i might throw up

trees are so beautiful

my brain is filled with so many things to say but they wont come out!

today at work a kid invited me to his birthday party where he is having a treasure hunt at a park. it was the best thing that happened to me all day and it made me sooooo happy.

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