1) You can't be jealous and sensitive about something YOU chose to give up.
2) You can't expect someone who is feeling like they are about to puke to hop in a car and drive someone somewhere, just because you yelled your head off at them.
3) Pick a mood. Interested in it or not? If interested, stop rejecting it.

My head hurts.

Just now I was looking at the entries that I've allowed to be public and it was really depressing. They are all depressing entries! If anyone did not really know me they would think I was an unhappy person. But I'm not! I laugh, I smile, I joke. I may not be perfect but I do like myself ( Read more... )

I feel like I need to puke out everything inside of me - physically and emotionally. I tried in the shower. Nothing happened.

I wake up in the middle of the night crying.

http://ktla.trb.com/news/ktla-josephsheck,0,858621.story

Everyday I drive my sisters to the dance studio and pick them up and everyday, if I choose not to take the 405, I drive up Woodley and as I pass Roscoe, two signs appear about a half a block apart from each other. Orange signs. "Detour" they say. And it's weird. I don't get it. It's like God trying to send me a message. Everyday. Because there is ( Read more... )

was to skip December 9th and December 10th and go straight to December 11th ( Read more... )

Three days of cheeriness ( Read more... )

"Hearts will never be practical until they can be made unbreakable."
-Wizard of OzIf it's true what the Wizard says, that your heart is not measured by how much you love but by how much others love you, then I've lost a point.. measurement.. or whatever it is ( Read more... )

I tell myself that I can, that I can cut the disfunctions of my family off - but then I look around at all the people who I've grown up hearing how much they wanted to be different than their mom or dad and in the end, they ended up just like them. Will that be me one day? I hope not ( Read more... )