today was just crazy.
thats all i can say.
is CRAZY,
i need a job.
i feel like im guna die soon.
and yeah its just not going too good.

last was one crazy fucking night.
it was part amazing & part sad.
but i dont feel like talking about that.
not right now.
im listening to music.
dear whoever :DDD
oh yes.

ill write more later im so tired.

yeah well i think im going back to
my old ways, i liked myself alot better.
plus ill be way skinnier :]]
& prettier.
& ill love myself.


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highschool dropout.
lets all point and laugh.

im going to go get that test either today or tomorrow.
eh dont ask.
♥

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sometimes i dont give myself enough credit.
but most of the time, i dont see where credits due;
so tell me world.
make me actually believe its true.
lie to me once more
& ill pretend you're right.
while we both know the truth.
we'll commit lies as if they were suicides.

come on'
if worst comes to worst.
one day those lies might come true.

                                  good things come

to those who wait.

things are looking up.

me and allison are good now.

me and kyle go out, hes wonderful.

and im on the phone with my best guy friend.

so yes im alright.

plain and simple. ♥

GOOD THiNGS DONT LAST FOREVER.

aint that tha truth? yes, it is.  but wahtever. i give up on like pretty much everything, family friends relationships. ill let wahtever is supposed to happen, happend. friends come and go, i stay with myself forever. its kinda gay. and i know my friends are guna bullshit me by commenting saying "ashley you know ill ( Read more... )

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