i love u mel u r so amazing & talented. & the most amusing part is that u dont tell people about things u do well because obviously u dont feel the need to brag..like piano, have u told anyone about that? in case u havent HEY EVERYONE, ALL OF MELS PIANO TEACHERS HAVE THOUGHT SHES BRILLIANT AND COULD MAKE A PROFESSIONAL CAREER OUT OF PLAYING, LIKE NOT HOW THEY USUALLY ENCOURAGE PEOPLE BUT AFTER HER FIRST LESSON EACH TIME THEY'VE CALLED UP HER PARENTS BECAUSE THEYVE BEEN ASTOUNDED ESPECIALLY AT HER SIGHTREADING AND SAID SHE COUDL TAKE IT AS FAR AS SHE WANTS. ur going to kill me now arent u mel seeing as i wasnt even supposed to find out about that! i dont understand why u dont tell the world when ur praised for ur talents but i certainly respect u for it. its like the way u dont tell ur friends when u stick up for them and do things for them behind their back and dont tell because u dont feel the need to say hey u owe me a debt. sorry i dont know why im blowing so much smoke up ur ass but maybe to cheer u up because u were upset
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Oh darling, I'm not that modest - I believe I've told Tristan. But trust me, I'm nothing special and I'm not being modest. Just honest. So many people that are supposedly lower grades than I are so much better than I am. And you never did tell me the story of how you DID find that out. I believe it to be the fault of my mother? You are the amazing one and I love you so so so much thankyou for your words even if they are extravagant and untrue!! xx
ur online but not on msn.....this makes me sad. yes u r ive heard u and seeing as u love it so much i dont understand why u dont DO IT and make a career out of it..u think 2 lowly of urself woman. yes its ur mums fault bahahaha no extravagance love u vixen peel my heart and lick the wounds and drown inside my sorrow xxxxxx
And I must have gone offline before you wrote that. And that makes ME sad. Darling, I COULDN'T make a go out of it. And I don't want to fail trying. Stitch up my heart as you shed your skin and revel in the freedom. x
i dont think i can beat the comment above mine but mel know that i love you and those who try to label you are ignorant. you are yourself and if they want to try and tell you who you are simply because of your age listen but dont necessarily pay them any heed. you wear pink and giggle and say ditzy things but that doesnt define you and you are so much more than that if they dont want to devote the time to discovering you then theyre not worth it anyway. you deserve so much more than that because you are absolutely incredible you are a star and i would have fallen apart without you there
Abbie, I adore you because you understand my posts and actually take the time to think and respond to them. but that doesnt define you thankyou for telling me what I wanted to hear ;) You understand me more than most people and you, my dear, absolutely amaze me. You have so much courage and optimism and unfortunately have often ended up holding ME together when it should have been the other way around. You are my sister and I miss you like crazy. I love you more than words can express xxxx
The magenta shimmer blinded your eyes, You pulled back in fear, I reached out as if to hug you, And you threw your arms around me, Then you realised this was all a dream,
...What did you do next?
There you go I wrote you a (LAME) pretend poem I shall call it 'Dreaming With the Fire Demon'.
Stabbed in the heart by a rusty knife, Was all this even worth a life, A life like mine so meaningless and bleak, A truth in life she tried to seek,
A bloody heart shrouded in hate, Saving this life has come too late, Battered and bruised, her body left there, Surrounded in blood and hair,
Innocence and angelic eyes no longer found, Not even a breath, not even a sound, No one knew she was left there to die, No one cared, or even wondered why.
I'm going to give you a label because I'm feeling contrary - as always.
Anyway, the label I give you says 'Mel - ging gang gooly gooly gooly gooly whutsup ging gang goo ging gang goo. ging gang gooly gooly gooly gooly whutsup ging gang goo ging gang goo.' I'm still debating on whether I'm going to tag any maniacal laughter on the end, but that's the label I'm sticking with, and I apologise if I didn't get the lyrics right, it's been a good 12 years since I've done that song properly.
Ignorant! lol, just joking. Mel I wasn't aware this was a lets list your talents moment and now my comment seems rather inadequate but you already know how much I think of you and if you dont you're dumb ;). No, you are my butterfly, my incredibly diverse and talented girl and you know they were all right when they said you could do whatever you want to do, i dont mean that in a faux motivational speaker way but i genuinely believe you could do whatever you want to do. thats just the type of person you are. im turning into abbie and the moirey one so im going but i felt compelled to write a longer comment! <33...
That is the best label I've ever been labelled with. I haven't seen you for many Wednesdays, namely because I haven't been going! Maybe I shall see you tomorrow as it is my last Thursday morning lecture this Semester. x
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you're my favorite.
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Reaaaaallyy??
Oh I do love you rather a lot :p
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I believe I've told Tristan.
But trust me, I'm nothing special and I'm not being modest.
Just honest.
So many people that are supposedly lower grades than I are so much better than I am.
And you never did tell me the story of how you DID find that out.
I believe it to be the fault of my mother?
You are the amazing one and I love you so so so much
thankyou for your words even if they are extravagant and untrue!!
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And that makes ME sad.
Darling, I COULDN'T make a go out of it.
And I don't want to fail trying.
Stitch up my heart as you shed your skin
and revel in the freedom.
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but mel know that i love you
and those who try to label you are ignorant.
you are yourself and if they want to try and tell you who you are simply because of your age
listen but dont necessarily pay them any heed.
you wear pink and giggle and say ditzy things
but that doesnt define you and you are so much more than that
if they dont want to devote the time to discovering you then theyre not worth it anyway.
you deserve so much more than that because you are absolutely incredible
you are a star and i would have fallen apart without you there
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and actually take the time to think and respond to them.
but that doesnt define you
thankyou for telling me what I wanted to hear ;)
You understand me more than most people and you, my dear, absolutely amaze me.
You have so much courage and optimism and unfortunately have often ended up holding ME together when it should have been the other way around.
You are my sister and I miss you like crazy.
I love you more than words can express
xxxx
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You pulled back in fear,
I reached out as if to hug you,
And you threw your arms around me,
Then you realised this was all a dream,
...What did you do next?
There you go I wrote you a (LAME) pretend poem I shall call it 'Dreaming With the Fire Demon'.
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Was all this even worth a life,
A life like mine so meaningless and bleak,
A truth in life she tried to seek,
A bloody heart shrouded in hate,
Saving this life has come too late,
Battered and bruised, her body left there,
Surrounded in blood and hair,
Innocence and angelic eyes no longer found,
Not even a breath, not even a sound,
No one knew she was left there to die,
No one cared, or even wondered why.
And another lame poem for you
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just like when you pack and you manage to cram so much into the suitcase...
*shrug*
*walks away*
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Anyway, the label I give you says 'Mel - ging gang gooly gooly gooly gooly whutsup ging gang goo ging gang goo. ging gang gooly gooly gooly gooly whutsup ging gang goo ging gang goo.' I'm still debating on whether I'm going to tag any maniacal laughter on the end, but that's the label I'm sticking with, and I apologise if I didn't get the lyrics right, it's been a good 12 years since I've done that song properly.
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I haven't seen you for many Wednesdays,
namely because I haven't been going!
Maybe I shall see you tomorrow as it is my last Thursday morning lecture this Semester.
x
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