I find myself breaking down all the time when I know you would have wanted me to be strong about this. You had so much going for you. Brian, you're superman; bad things aren't supposed to happen to wonderful people. I miss you more and more every day
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I've completely lost all of the trust I used to place into livejournal when I started getting harrassed about my personal thoughts, so I apologize that every entry has been dry and vague, but it's not going to change any time soon
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Things aren't all I've been expecting them to be. I guess it's because right now my life is lacking something unknown. I get bored with things once they've been around too long. I want something I can't fuck up.
I just shattered the fucking mirror in my room. I'm grounded because I got home at 11:37 last night instead of 11:30. People wonder where my fucking anger problems come from, and there you have it.
everything, EVERYTHING is good right now; things really do ALWAYS get beter. That seemed impossible for a while, there, but everything is, and is going to continue to be just fine :).