I want every night to be like last night.
I want to sit around with the people I love.
I want to drink coffee til 3 in the morning.
I want to laugh until my insides hurt
and smoke until my lungs collapse.

Although, I don't want to sleep all day, or only get 2 refills of coffee.

I've considered this place a home for so long, and no matter how much I want ( Read more... )

I've come to realize that no matter how bad things get, they will eventually get better ( Read more... )

My dad just called.

my great grandmother passed away.

My grandma and Ken aren't taking it well.

and today was a day unlike any other.

My grandma is driving to Florida to pick her up, next Thursday.
She is staying a week or so, and then they are all headed back here.

Again, why me?

Today, Madlyn and I had coffee, and talked about old times, and laughed.

We actually laughed.

I figured it would be awkward, due to what has been going on, but it was ( Read more... )

I would like to be remembered, far after I'm gone, for something so brillant and beautiful, that no one could even begin to touch it.
I'd like to have friends that stand by me and tell me that I can achieve anything that I set my mind to, instead of looking right through me, like I'm not even there.
I'd like for my grandma to be okay and to remove ( Read more... )

she found me on facebook.
now she's moving back here.

what the fuck?

i don't know what to do, or what to think of the situation.

should i blow it off, push it aside?
or should i let her walk all over me again?

what could she possibly threaten this time?

i don't think i want to stick around to find out.
because i'm not a kid anymore, and i'm not sure ( Read more... )

The day of my birthday, I went with Stephanie, Phil, and Michael downtown for the Zombie walk, and we stayed around there until about 11 that night. Stephanie and I got on every rooftop we could possibly get to, while Phil and Michael got drunk on the streets ( Read more... )

soooo.....

basically.....

i'm sick of you.

There is a tiny little person living in my brain, causing headaches on a daily basis ( Read more... )

Stephanie is feeling better, so we're all hanging out Thursday ( Read more... )