I just got finished writing this song.
It's about how I feel, you know, to relieve some tension inside.
You probably wont understand it the way I do because I like to use metaphors.
But I do hope after reading it you can get your own impression and hopefully it can relate to you.

The Ghost Within

Im living a nightmare that...
No one should live
Im shaking ( Read more... )

ok, so I have a good weekend for a change and here's how my week's been thus far...one day into it.

-I finally start to get a good nights sleep for the first time in forever
Asshole neighbor comes home at 4 am with the loudest truck ever, wakes me up.
5 am I get back to sleep, then at 6 or 7 am some asshole decides to honk his horn over and over again ( Read more... )

so jamed with a new band today ( Read more... )

It's official ( Read more... )

I know I'm going to have to edit this 600,000 times because I won't remember all the bands, BUT I've seen so many awesome shows this year, and so many awesome bands. I want to put them down in the same place so I'll remember. Here we go ( Read more... )

Well, skull fracture headache today, ALL DAY ( Read more... )

Basicly, when things seem to look like they may be getting better, they really aren't.
Oh well I suppose.
Famous bowls are awesome.
Started making the weirdest song I've ever written.
I think I'm going to call it "Skull Candy" in tribute to the cool headphones.
Going to go fill out a job ap, peace.

Since I dont think I've been this miserable since, well, some of you know  my past, well, since then, a new Derek has crawled up from hell. I'm a dickhead, I'm going to speak my mind, and I'm not holding anything in. You know the expression "Keep you friends close and your enemies closer"? Well I say screw that. I say kill your enemy. Until my life ( Read more... )

I'm about ready to break

I Have Never Felt Such Frustration
Or Lack Of Self Control
I Want You To Kill Me
And Dig Me Under, I Wanna Live No More

One Who Doesn't Care Is One Who Shouldn't Be
I've Tried To Hide Myself From What Is
Wrong For Me, For Me

I Want To Taste Dirty, A Stinging Pistol
In My Mouth, On My Tongue
I Want You To Scrape Me From The Walls
And ( Read more... )

Finishing up a new song for Chained and Shackled. I like the lyrics, some of the better ones I've written in some time, and definatly the deepest ones in a long time. Musicly, it should be good when it's all finished ( Read more... )