HAPPY. :)

ahhhh kjsdhvbsjdvnu!!!!

really?

this makes me very happy.

I would really really like it if my ex-boyfriend would calm down and just back off a bit because he his hindering another relationship I would really like to have.

Actually no, not calm down and back off, shut the fuck up and stay out of my personal life? ok sounds good.

I have to be firmer with him. Even more so than I am.

To you: Forget him ( Read more... )

After I became Sam's livejournal friend, I decided to read over some of my entries to see what kinds of embarrassing things she would soon know about me...haha. But theres just a lot of stuff about Chris. And I realized how fast things change. It's crazy.

Oh and my hair is red. Really flaming red. Well...not flaming. But red.

This has been a terrible day.

Reasons I should have stayed local ( Read more... )

I finally have that group of friends I belong in that I've wanted for so long. I just wish I could get close to one of them more, so I have someone to talk to. Like really talk to. About important stuff. I need that ( Read more... )

I wrote this and posted it on dear-you. I thought i'd post it here too ( Read more... )

I'm home from work. I cant sleep. I'm jittery and restless. Nervous.

I need YOU to calm me down.

I am leaving in two weeks, and I really cant accept it. I am leaving my family, my boyfriend, my life as it has been for years. I think i'm most afraid of leaving Chris. I dont want to move on, meet new guys. I dont. I just want him ( Read more... )