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[__afireinside__]

woke up at diones again today. woke up after a night of her gf saying/yelling she didnt want me there. she defended me which was good of her. but then she believed her gf's bullshit stories again and asked us to make up. im tired of being accused of shit im not doing. "oh its my own insecurities. it doesnt have to do with you." then stop treating

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[eyejuice]

"But the image and idea of love that i have in me, i would never want to alter. its my one piece of innocence i will keep" That was beautiful.

I also relate to your thoughts about your Dad..How you have this image of an almost perfect being, and now he is sick and it doesnt match the idea you have.
Thats exactly the way I felt about my mom.
If I had time id get more in-depth...Anyway, Beautiful post.