may your fucking soul rest in heaven
bloodletting in myspace
staring at an empty glass
my mother with a blowdryer
she screams rain
a shadow lizard slinks
settling its scaley tail
across my legs
always numb, she says
as that dark room calls
with a hospital chill and
the ghost of a boy
who had such blue eyes
what i once knew
is disappearing
what i want to know
isnt so far away
may your [fucking] soul
rest in heaven